Sapphire Shrine

28 Days

2012-02-11T00:48:00.002-06:00

Countdown 1 more month to lose 17 pounds (approx 8kg)... I wonder if that's still possible! Hopefully I can fit into my old jeans soon.

This blog post is a reminder that I am currently 147 pounds. Need to down at least 17 pounds by Malaysian Night!!!

Let the countdown begin!!!!!

Happy 2012?

2012-01-21T16:59:00.002-06:00

Another year go by... and it's 2012! The year of the dragon! Yay!! ???

... i. am. so. old....

There are so many things I wanna blog about all the time. But whenever I start typing, I don't know where to start.

Life has been good to me.

Fall 2011 semester ended without me failing anything. Went back to Malaysia for a 3 week winter break. Get to see my family and friends. Eating food that's impossible for me to cook.

Best 3 weeks of 2011. (well, through 2012 of course.)

And here I am, back to UNL!

2 more days to Chinese New Year and i am missing home already... that's cause I have to rush back to the states a week prior to CNY to keep up with my studies. Depressing. I know right.

Well to keep myself from being depressed, I'm gonna be cooking the whole day on Sunday and working the whole day on Monday! Man, can't wait at all.

Oh right. Resolution!

Looking back... looks like i DID managed to do some of the things I promised myself. Resolution #3 and #4 succeeded! Yayyyy. But Resolution #2 and #5 went to hell. and Resolution #1 remains every year....

So ...

My new year's resolution for 2012....

1) Study smart, work hard, spend less.

2) Drop the additional 20 pounds that I gained last year.

3) Work hard for the summer. Again. to pay for my tuition fees. God knows I ain't got no more money >_<

4) Stop procrastinating.

Besides resolution, I have a lot of wishes too =(

I wish my dad would be cancer-free.

I wish to travel the world without worrying about money.

I wish to go shopping without a budget.

I wish to be married to a rich dying old man (so that I can have his fortune and live happily ever after :D )

I wish that karma won't strike me so badly in the future >_<

I wish money grow on trees

I really wish to be less complicated and be more stupid. Just like all the stupid girls out there. Life is much happier that way. sigh.

Okay time to go to my own corner and be all teary and emotional. bai.

2 weeks resolution?

2011-10-30T20:41:00.002-05:00

Damn I have been doing things I forbid myself to do for the past year. I feel so sinful now that i think about it. How do I 'reverse' myself back to what I used to do...?

1) Gained super duper lots of weight
2) Spent uber mega loads of money.
3) Call my mom once a month.

Oh my God. Banquet is coming. Not only did I NOT lose weight, I GAINED. What on earth is happening to me. My appetite in monstrous now, and whatever food I used to label 'untouchable' is on my daily menu list. -_- Whole summer I eat supper, EVERY FUCKING NIGHT, RIGHT BEFORE BED. Literally, I eat and THEN sleep. That's 10 pounds on my fucking sorry self.

Not only did I not lose weight after summer, which is now, I gained even more -_- I eat supper frequently, spend most of my money on cooking, eating outside, drinking, clubbing, shopping, gas, and loads of other rubbish that I don't need.

This week alone I spent almost $600.... resulting in a bank account that dropped below a dollar. The only way I could survive now is on my Thai House waitressing fast cash!! >_<

..... and that I spend the moment I lay hands on it.

Sigh

What has gotten into me. Where is my determined-to-lose-weight-and-thrifty self? = = Seeking for the old me o__o

STOP CHANGING SO FAST MANDY!!!!!!!!!!

I need a time capsule @@

... Is it possible to lose 20 pounds in 17 days? I need to start starving myself ~____~

Belated Birthday

2011-09-30T03:11:00.003-05:00

Happy belated birthday to myself.

I realize I never fail to blog on my birthday each year... except for this year.

I guess cause this is probably my happiest birthday since... Idonowhen.

Simple but sweet. Appreciate all my friends who took time for me. Arigato Gozaimasu ^^

It's been a hard long summer. But it's worth it. I guess no words can describe what I have learned, achieved and changed in this short period of time. - but i'll blog about this some other time.

I just wanna post this to commemorate my own birthday and breakup! :D After so long... I finally put a full stop to this mess that we got ourselves into (=

100th Post

2011-05-04T22:15:00.003-05:00

Finally my 2nd semester in UNL ended. I seriously don't feel that I have achieved anything at all.

All I wanna do now, is to work work work, earn more money, go home to my parents so that they don't worry about me anymore.

My poor dad, I know you are unhappy and too sick to even talk to me. Life treats us like dirt sometimes, but I believe that all our bad luck will be over soon.

Stay strong, for me, for us, and for yourself! Just 4 more radiation and it will be over.

How I wish you will stop smoking ):

Sometimes...

2011-04-18T03:24:00.000-05:00

... I wonder. Just wtf is wrong with me?

Sigh.

Confucious did NOT say.....

2011-03-25T22:09:00.001-05:00

Confucious did NOT say.....

Man who wants pretty nurse, must be patient.

Passionate kiss, like spider web, leads to undoing of fly.

Better to be pissed off than pissed on.

Lady who goes camping must beware of evil in-tent.

Squirrel who runs up womans' leg will not find nuts.

Man who leaps off cliff jumps to conclusion.

Man who runs in front of car gets tired, man who runs behind car gets exhausted.

Man who eats many prunes get good run for money.

War does not determine who is right, it determines who is left.

Man who fight with wife all day get no piece at night.

It takes many nails to build a crib, but one screw to fill it.

Man who drives like hell is bound to get there.

Man who stands on toilet is high on pot.

Man who live in glass house should change clothes in basement.

Man who fish in other man's well often catch crabs.

Finally CONFUCIUS SAY. . .

"A lion will not cheat on his wife, but a Tiger Wood!"

I LOVE PUNS COZ THEY'RE SO PUNNIEEEEE!!!!!! <3

Doing Nothing

2011-03-06T20:32:00.005-06:00

It's been so long that I didnt get to spend a day doing nothing. Today I did exactly that - nothing!

I wanted to do many things actually, 2nd training for mini sales school, make pan mee, or go out for a dinner with my son. But nothing happened. Yea man, life is amazing just like that. -_-

I ffk training, not enough ingredient to make pan mee, and some fucktards just couldn't be bothered to reply my sms. Fuck you man.

So here I am, stuffed with domino's pizza and waiting for my photo uploads in Facebook. I think I still have loads of things to do, but I guess I just couldn't be bothered with shits today. I deserve a break :(

I don't even know what's the whole point of this blog post, maybe I should really start posting pointless stuff again, if I ever have time.

So, Malaysian Night yesterday turns out ok (compared to China Night), even with a crappy title "Alamak", shitty food, and minor technical problems throughout the show; the script was pretty good, performance so-so, putting Dr.Soh's song in the beginning is a good idea - keep the best for last.

So that's a tonne of pictures for Malaysian Night (still uploading in FB as of now). And a pretty awesome after party! D: - Guys playing pokers, girls chatting, everyone drinking! Andy (THE GOD) was amazing, he can drink and dance too wtf. How can anyone be so GOD - hardworking, good result, 4 actuary papers, pretty girlfriend, socialite (poker, drink, dance), popular, not short (not tall either), AND HE IS DAMNNN NICEE!!!!! How can someone like him exist man :( Ain't life supposed to be unfair? Damn.

Let's end this meaningless post with some meaningless photo of mine D:

This is... me ._.

Best part of Malaysian Night - DigiMan!!! (too thin though ><)

kthxbuais <3

Valentine's Day

2011-02-14T18:17:00.006-06:00

Happy Despo Day peoples!

I just noticed that I only update my blog during special day (eg, birthday, new year, Christmas etc). I don't even know what is this blog about sometimes =_=

Ok let's have a very meaningful blog post today, and the theme is nonetheless, Valentine's Day!!

Year 2011, the n00b fuck PAS, one of the political party in Malaysia, has deemed Valentine's Day to be non-Halal. I don't really remember why, but we all know that it's utter bullshit. What is wrong with promoting love? Why is it that the political party in Malaysia likes to promote negativity, eg: anti Christmas/Valentine's/Sex?

Without SEX, YOUR PUNY FUCKING DICK WON'T EVEN EXIST IN THIS WORLD. GEDDIT GODDAM EXTREMIST TARD?

Let's talk about MY Valentine's Day :D

I saw (very unfortunately) that SteelSeries is having a Valentine's promotion on my dream mouse!! 40% on the SS White Ikari Laser Mouse on their official website!! I'm actually at the checkout page now. Wondering if I should close the page and call it a day T_T But.. it's really damn cheap, nowhere in this world you could get that mouse for just 50 dollars! :/ That's more than half of what's in store back in Malaysia >.<>.>

Anyway... (change topic)

Pre-Valentine's dinner on Sunday, first time poaching a whole chicken! And it was (KINDA) a success. At least it didn't taste or feels like shit.

I can chop the chicken nicely too! (Kind cheating, hide all the fugly ones down there!!)

Cold tofu topped with minced meat. Easy and delicious!

my personal favourite... I dono the name =_=

and... dessert!!!

damn, my tong yuen is running out of stock. Making these are hell especially when I'm doing it alone :( Oooo I love that it's sooo colorful ^__________^

I think cooking is taking over my life, when I'm bored, I cook. When I'm emo, I cook. When I'm stress, I cook. What is wrong with me T_T I know my age is reaching the 'si lai' stage, but I'm still a University student!! I need a FUCKING LIFE. GET A LIFE BITCH!!!!!! WHY MUST YOU BE SO POOR TO HAVE NO ENTERTAINMENT??!?!?!?!

Today, we went for lunch in Buffalo Wild Wings. Wasting money again. sigh. Why do we keep wasting money when we're almost at the brink of death? I also don't understand myself. Jobless, penniless and continue to waste money. Why? :(

Margarita - something I regret ordering.

Black & Bleu - Not nais wan, the bleu cheese tasteless

Honey BBQ with Bacon, yummy!!

12 traditional wings - Parmesan Garlic <3

Orgasmic chocolate cake!!! This is my favvvvvvvv!!!

This is how we spent our Valentine's - playing game in a restaurant T_T

Happy Valentine's Day to you! You know who you are, the one snoring right beside me now.

Man, you suck!!!!!!!!! =(

Happy Chinese New Year

2011-02-07T20:46:00.002-06:00

If I were to sell my soul, how much would it worth? I wonder hhm...

2011

2011-01-05T01:24:00.006-06:00

Happy New Year people ^_^

I survived one semester in UNL! Yay!

A little recap of my resolutions in 2010:

1) Made it to US for the August intake, painfully, but successfully

2) LDR failed. But our relationship survived.

3) Managed to lose *almost* 15kg :D

Summary of 2010:

- LDR did not work out, SOMEONE just didn't try hard enough, and I am too egoistic to try any harder either. But our relationship is getting stronger now as days goes by. I really hope that what happened previously would serve as a lesson for both of us and that we will continue to learn, have patience, and ensure that we have faith, trust and believe in each other. I have never really openly admitted this, but I really love you too much.

- My other love - Vivienne Chin Ee Kwan!!!!!!!!!!!! (did I spell it correctly? lawl) My pillar of support, the light in my life, the air that I breath... the... the something else that something cannot live without. We live together, eat together, sleep together, club together, gym together, drive together (wtf), mahjong together, bitch together, binge together, suck blood together, spend time with both mummies together, practically doing almost everything together (no sex though, HAHA!!) for the first 5 months. Spent more time with her and her mum than my own parents. wtf. >_<>

- First time celebrating mother's day with me paying the bill for myself, mummy and wah yee!! I promise that I'll save up and bring my whole family for a nice treat when I'm back.

- Managed to lose 15kgs in a span of 5 months. Now I weigh averagely 61-63kg. An achievement I'm so proud of, credits goes to Vivi, hopefully I could maintain this till the day I get pregnant =S

- Reaching UNL safe and sound. Surviving in Lincoln is easy, the Malaysian community here are vast, newcomers will not feel out of place so much. Though I admit, my own Malaysian culture shock me more than the American culture. (I guess I should keep this as another long ranting post) I now cook regularly, and I have to admit that I do enjoy it (= I work both on and off campus, hoping to pay for monthly expenses and save enough for the expenses of my future car!

- Bought too many pair of heels and boots for my own good. To justify it, buying shoes in Malaysia feels like SHIT all the time for me!!!!!!! Size 10-11 shoes are too ugly or too expensive!! Coming here made my dream came true, I now own 4 pair of heels, 3 pair of boots and a pair of FEMALE sneakers!! (My sneakers in Msia are all mens T.T)

I am SO PROUD of my 2010!!!!!!!!

Finally things seem to be on track after so many years of failing myself. Though my school results are pretty disappointing, but it has been a pretty good year overall.

Time for some traditional New Year's Resolution:

1) Try to study harder for the upcoming subjects, it'll be a tough year ahead when it comes to studies.

2) Maintaining both my relationship and diet. I hope both of them would change for the better by the end of the year.

3) Work hard to buy a car, work harder for the summer internship. I know it'll be tough, but I will be strong.

4) Earn enough money to go home for the Winter break. I really miss home.

5) Will I ever pass or even register for the P or FM exam? I have zero confident in myself... =(

Merry Christmas

2010-12-25T16:57:00.006-06:00

Merry Christmas everyone!!!

Today's the day I truly miss Malaysia :(

Christmas day is a day of celebration with my family members. Without fail, we will be in uncle Patrick's house with the same ol' dish that everyone look forward to each year, turkey, ham, and shepherd's pie!!!

Honestly, I think I'm the only one who look forward to shepherd's pie each other. I don't know why either. Prolly coz I can't find anything similar in shops here. I mean, Secret Recipe and Dome's shepherd's pie is really... a PIE. But Uncle Pat's shepherd's pie is really not a pie. The shepherd's pie I'm used to is a really simple dish, minced meat covered by mash potato and then baked.

It sounds real easy right? I think so too! So I'll make my first attempt to bake shepherd's pie this year. Let's pray that it'll be a success. It feels stressful when your first attempt will be judged by 10 different people who have no idea what the hell it taste like :(

Non of the Malaysian in Lincoln know what is a shepherd's pie!!! So frustrating when it's not a 'pie' and the name has 'pie' in it. RAWR.

Here's my mash potato.

Time to bake it! (Didn't take picture of the 'meat' process coz my hand was oily like hell)

Some extra meat and mash potato, just mix it and eat just like that. Yummy!!

Warm bubur cha cha tong sui for the winter ^^

.... while blogging. I burned my pie!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAA T_________T

end result:

sad =( there goes my pie.

*goes off to her emo-corner*

Mooncake Festival

2010-09-24T00:15:00.002-05:00

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival people ^^

It's only the beginning of autumn here though :/

I'm so happy with my house now. Got myself free couch, desk, dresser and a bunch of kitchen stuff! There's this big-ass guai lou that's been helping us make our house more comfy. I guess we're lucky, at least for now.

I found a *coughs* "job" as a hostess in a neighboring restaurant, let's hope everything work out and I get promoted as a waitress ^^ By then I'll probably earn enough to support myself, though still can't support my fees :(

I'll blog again, with pictures (hopefully) of my shopping (mostly online T_T) in Lincoln! :D

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2010-09-12T00:55:00.005-05:00

A year has passed since that fucking emo post of mine. Birthdays has never been something I look forward to each year. All it does is makes me feel older, neglected and unloved.

I have a lot of first times for the past 3 weeks.

First time travel on a plane, to a country where I have never been to.

First time getting help from strangers throughout my transits.

First time being away from home, from everyone who truly care and love me.

First time that I'm living by myself, without my parents to talk to.

First time getting so dark because of walking excessively under the sun, in the summer.

First time that I actually need to cook to survive.

and

First time, that I am actually having my birthday away from Malaysia.

I miss my family, my friends, my house, my car, my dogs. I miss the luxurious life I used to live in.

But I'll never give up.

My birthday wish this year, is to strive to excel in my studies. I won't disappoint anyone who have hope in me.

Fathers' Day

2010-06-20T09:46:00.002-05:00

I woke up at 12pm, and realized today is fathers' day.

No wonder my gut tells me to go home yesterday. I just wanna be home on this particular Sunday =)

So I got up at 3pm, walked into my dad's room, gave him a kiss and greet him 'Happy Fathers' Day'.

He scratched his head and looked at me puzzled. I bet he didn't know it's fathers' day. Hah.

I love you daddy <3 Sorry for all the troubles I'm causing you...

Karma

2010-05-11T15:26:00.002-05:00

For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.

For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.

For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.

For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day.

For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone.

People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed;
never throw out anyone.

Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms.

As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands;
one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.

I think I should stop committing sinful act that hurt others.

Re-opening blog

2010-04-09T13:40:00.002-05:00

Just for fun =)

To clarify, i DID NOT block anyone, did not invite anyone to read my blog. For the past 3-4 months, this has been a private blog for me to babble rubbish.

There were so many people asking me what happened to my blog. Let's just put it this way, I wasn't happy and did not want to publicize it, so i privatized it. Ok?

Now that i've "re-opened" my blog. I should introduce few of my "achievements" for the past 4 months :D

1) Finally let go of a relationship that never should have happened.
2) Lost 7kg - AND COUNTINGGGG
3) Gym at least 3 times a week without fail!! :D
4) Passed my TOEFL *phew*
5) _ _ _ _ _ _ the whole year :D (for myself only. shhh)

"Failures" so far:

1) Put on fucking lot of weight during CNY :'(
2) Failed to be anorexic/bulimic
3) Not getting results that I worked HARD for =(
4) Bang my car, over and over again
5) Killing my desktop, over and over again

I am a born Destroyer

And also my suay-ness for the past 2 days:

1) Feet swollen MAJORLY, and I don't know what happened.
2) Kena diu for no reason by some retarded fucker. Ended up scratching his bloody cibai car. dai sei.
3) Got summoned by police for not wearing safety belt for a 1minute drive.
4) Banged into something - side mirror crashed
5) Unintentionally pissed viv off, the 2nd time -_-

AND YES, THE HAPPIEST NEWS JUST ARRIVED

UNL accepted me! :D My first choice of Uni!

I'm still waiting for Wisconsin's reply though. Keeping my options open for unforeseen circumstances =)

You're Not Sorry

2010-03-09T23:23:00.003-06:00

Taylor Swift ^^

All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long but baby I figured you out
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around

You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no more, no more, no

Lookin’ so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’a loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before

But you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no no no noo
You’re not sorry no no no noo

You had me calling for you honey
And it never would’ve gone away no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched our love it fade

So you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There’s nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before

2010

2009-12-31T09:25:00.003-06:00

First time blogging during New Year's Eve. Guess I'm too free afterall ._.'''

Summary of 2009:

- Made loads of awesome new friends! The 69 gang (Loong, Mike, Tomi, Jong) and my darling vivi <3 just to name a few. You guys practically changed my life. No regrets knowing any of u :)

- Falling in and out of relationships. My love life is like a roller coaster, it goes up and then all the way down, eventually crawling upwards again. Officially broke up with my ex-bf in July, he's still the best bf ever, just that my love for him faded :(

- Losing and gaining loads of weight! My poor skin keep expanding and contracting like nobody's business!! Keep lazing to go gym wasting loads of moneyyyy $!!! =(

- Improved results, increased cgpa. Thanks to the new awesome people in my life, I don't feel so much like a screw up anymore. I know there will always be people there for me, you people are my motivation! ^^

- A record keeping year - Worse breakup, Most Embarassing Valentine's, Worse Birthday, Worse Christmas. Life cannot go worse in 2010! Bring it on =)

- The decision to be with someone I never expect to love. You gave me too much colorful memories. You gave me too much hope and despair. Gave me too much love and hatred. It feels as if we've been through a lot, in just a meager amount of time.

Looking forward to 2010:

- Studies in priorities again. No more chance to screw up. No more time to waste. I'm gonna make sure I'll fly in August!!!

- The start of LDR. Sounds terrible. But I'll be strong, will you?

- Losing 15kg. *coughs* Trying the impossible xD

I'm expecting even more stuff to happen. All charged up and armed for anything that God might throw at me.

Happy New Year Everyone!

May everyone's wishes come true =)

Love,
Ame <3

Goodbye

2009-12-28T10:02:00.002-06:00

It has been so long.

How long? That for you to guess.

Finally the day has come, the obstacle that made everything so hard for us.

I can't sense my own feelings.

I feel so numb, as if someone stabbed me when I'm unconscious, and when I wake up, the pain will hit me hard - real hard.

I hate the fact that I can't bring myself to control emotion sometimes, it's been tough. Truly sorry to those that I hurt along the way.

Today's goodbye.

But we WILL see each other again soon, very very soon. This is what I'm gonna tell myself to keep going, moving on. I'll keep all my promises to you, and (hopefully), you to me.

It's time for solitaire. Solitude which you've been craving for months, now you're getting it, in months!

I miss you.

Lots of Loves,
Ame

My Husband is....

2009-12-15T05:39:00.005-06:00

I guess everyone who added me in facebook knows that i'm a wife now.

Yes.

I AM MARRIED!!!

Well, if you don't know, do look at the <<<< of this page and add me me in facebook :D

Everyone's been asking "how long? how it start? fuck-ed yet?"

So here I am, being super kind and share my love story with everyone!!!

The story goes exactly like this................. :

MiKe-MarquisM104E-M6†een says:
*WHO KAU WHO ONE

~ A M E ~ says:
*it's a
*very
*complicated
*story
*i would not share without permission
*=S

MiKe-MarquisM104E-M6†een says:
*oh
*lemme guess
*one night
*both on bed
*then have sex d
*then the sex wont stop
*hahahahhaha
*IM AWESOME

~ A M E ~ says:
*-___________-
*yes that's the story
*i shall tell everyone tis story
*lemme copy and paste to my blog as reference
*gg

So, don't ask me anymore questions ya. THIS conversation explains everything.

XOXO
- Ame -

My Life?!

2009-12-10T15:14:00.003-06:00

I miss my blog. There's so many things going on that I don't know what to say about it.

I cherish every moment for now. Probably start spamming this outdated piece of ugly blog next year. This is not even a blog post.

This is something to waste an extra web page space in the WWW world. xD

Job Hunting

2009-10-29T23:36:00.001-05:00

Finally I'm free.

Anyone with jobs to intro for the next 2 months? =(

There's nothing interesting in my life to update at all.

FML

Tired

2009-10-26T18:50:00.003-05:00

of this kind of life.

What kind?

I don't even know where to begin

I see no path in front of me.
Where's the light?
Where's the reason to move on?
What's my goal?
What's my future?

What is there to begin with?

I deserve nothing - nobody.

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2009-09-11T23:31:00.005-05:00

Warning:

Boring and long emo post ahead. Read at your own risk.

===============================================================

Friends, is essential for everyone, I guess.

But true friends, have never existed for me. There are no friends in my life that lasts long enough for me to reach out to when in need. People walks in and out of my life as they wish. I've learn this ever since I started to bond with my peers during primary school.

I was never so pessimistic about friends. I was naive once thinking that friendship should last forever and that people shares everything with their best friend.

Best friend? I remember many, who end up doing nothing but breaking my heart over and over again.

The closest, I would dare say, must be Aya-chan =) She changed me, fucking a lot. The one that shared all my love for manga and anime. The one who shared my love for books and music. The one who brought me to church (*coughs* Yes, I do go to church a lot ONCE). The one I could trust completely. The one friend, I thought, could last forever.

Obviously, I was wrong. Friendship never last forever. She broke my heart when I count on her the most. Some time when I was around 14 or 15, she left me stranded on an island alone, on the day of my birthday, when I needed her. It was the worst possible birthday ever in my life, or so I thought, by expecting nothing on the birthdays in the years to come.

Life is always happier without expection. From that day onwards, I did not care much about people around me. Friends? What's the use of opening your heart to them when they're just some phases in your life and changes oh-so-often. If people can forget about me so easily, so could I, even if it's hard.

Yes, that's one of the phases in life where I grew to be so cold, so lonely. Wearing different mask with different people. My favourite mask would be anti social and quiet. It's easier that way, I guess.

Relationship works both ways right? When you act like that towards your friends, you tend to act similarly to your bf/gf. At least in my case, I do that, a lot. I hold no expectation from relationships, even a 3 year relationship did not melt the ice of my cold heart.

Selfish.

These days, I learnt that the harder you shield yourself, the more it hurts when the torn touches you. Or am I just weak? I would give myself a 'Yes, you are weak indeed'.

It's hard to understand others when you're not giving them a chance to understand you. Maybe that's why we failed, something I already accepted weeks back. It has been fun, but it would never work out, and you know it =) Solution is easier said than done.

Oh right, it's my birthday today, I thought no birthdays could be worse than what I had back then, I guess I was wrong then. :)

The 21st year of my life. A year that should've marked my adulthood. A sign that it's time to stop dreaming, and actually doing things I should be doing, like a real adult. Stop wasting time of my own and others. Stop playing with fire that eventually burn myself.

This year, I wish for myself to be more mature, and stop being selfish.

Thanks for everyone who wished me, you have made my day much better.

999

2009-09-09T09:30:00.005-05:00

Is the complete 180 degrees rotation of 666

666 - The number of Satan

I wonder what does 999 stands for?

Hhmm... Oh right! Our Malaysian (and UK) emergency Hotline!!! Something I've never dialed before =/

But I bet everyone knows what 69 stands for....... *wink wink*

Here's a hint for all you innocent lil' virgin

Awww... aren't they CUTEEE?? Suckling pigs are just so yummy ;)

Hereby end my meaningless and emo-less post on this so-called memorable date of 09 - 09 - 09

Ame OUTSIDE Mutha fuckerrrrrrrrrr

**** Omg watched too much Peter Chao on YouTube. FML :'(

Sorry

2009-09-05T07:30:00.004-05:00

Oh I had a lot to say, was thinking on my time away

I missed you and things weren't the same

'Cause everything inside it never comes out right

And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue

I'm sorry about all things I said to you

And I know, I cant take it back.

I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds

And baby, the way you make my world go round

And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry

This time I think, I'm to blame

It's harder to get through the days

You get older and blame turns to shame

'Cause everything inside it never comes out right

And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue

I'm sorry about all things I said to you

And I know, I cant take it back

I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds

And baby, the way you make my world go round

And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry

Every single day, I think about how we came all this way

The sleepless nights and the tears you cried

It's never too late to make it right

Oh yeah

Sorry

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue

I'm sorry about all things I said to you

And I know, I cant take it back

I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds

And baby, the way you make my world go round

And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry

Holidays

2009-08-23T00:33:00.002-05:00

Time flies.

There goes my 2nd week of holiday :(

Achievements? Non. Beides the fact that I took up reading storybooks, shopping every other day and wasting loads and loads of money =/

Oh, and another 65 bucks gone on cutting hair yesterday. New hairstyle :D But no pictures, lazy laaaa.

My blog is soooo lack of post these days. It's like I'm braindead and I can't seem to think of anything to talk about.

Went up went down genting for no apparent reason, spent 2 days in Penang gaining nothing but weight, visited almost all the shops in Mid Valley Megamall and Sunway Pyramid (now I feel nauseatic at the thought of going into any malls). Finally got myself a new purse and a gorgeous pendant (birthday present).

I ish shooo lack of DoTA, misses Garena but can't seem to get pc to instal w3 due to laziness.

I ish shooo lazy, the only thing I do at home now is to lie on my bed and hug my storybook to sleep.

I is shooo good girl for not touching my pc as often anymore, as though I'm nonexistant online anymore. Sob T_T

and why am I updating my blog? I don't know =/ Bahhh!!

Miss me?

2009-08-10T13:40:00.006-05:00

It's been exactly 1 month since my blog post.

The things happened in 1 (motherfuckingmonth):

1) Bang car 4 times, what a lucky bitch.

2) Having a God-knows-what allergy, hives come and goes for the 3rd time so far, leaving plenty of scars on my whole leg.

3) Making McD my 1st home, spending an average of 10 hours a day there. (Officially anti-McD now, makes me nauseous)

4) Never enter club at all :DDDDDDD

5) Is clueless of what to blog.

Like.

Seriously.

So, I'm here to announce my freedom-hood of 3 months.

Anyone wanna cheng me go watch movie/singK/pak tor?

HA. HA. HA.

Lifeless.

Ciaoz

<3 Ame <3

The End

2009-07-12T10:35:00.004-05:00

Start - 28th October 2006
End - 12th July 2009

It's been so long huh.

Note:
Take care of yourself. Find someone that deserve you more than me. Thanks for taking care of me these few years. I'm sorry for turning into such an undeserving bitch, hurting you so badly again and again. Hope you will move on and lead a better life without me.

- Mandy -

Being a Bitch

2009-07-11T03:53:00.004-05:00

I don't know what become of me lately. Getting more and more selfish (as if I'm not selfish enough).

Ame is not nice anymore.

She is hurting everyone around her, mind-fucking people and enjoys her new found freedom. Ame is wasting her parents money as if her father prints money. Ame tortures people who cares and eventually tortures herself as well.

Is there any cure for Bitch-syndrome?

She still cares, just not enough to act.

What is there left to do? =(

*Update*

Something funny I found randomly -

"This is not a fact that I keep hidden when I ask a woman out on a date. I am completely truthful and upfront, as I would want the woman to be truthful and upfront with me. We are inundated with talk-show wisdom about being open and honest in our communication with the opposite sex. However, why does honest communication go right out the window when I say, "I'm not looking for a serious relationship," and my date hears "I'm not looking for a serious relationship right now, but after several dates, that will change."

Please, someone, anyone, tell me how to say "I'm not looking for a serious relationship" in a language the fairer sex can comprehend. As of right now, I'm at a loss."

Ame says - Tell him/her "I want nothing other than sex from you, either fuck it or fuck off"

A romantic relationship will never be romantic anymore when it gets serious. Every single little thing you do, you have to consider the feelings of this 'someone' that is supposedly 'special' for you.

Apparently more girls find themselves emotionally attached to such relationships. The feeling of needing to be acknowledged in a relationship, the feeling of wanting the 'status' and hoping for commitment from him.

The thing I noticed is, this (the guy in the quote above) is the type of guy that would get hurt more in a serious relationship (if he ever gets serious) and would be the perfect husband.

I have a living example for this, prove me wrong anyone?

Happy Stuffs

2009-07-07T08:23:00.011-05:00

Just noticed I've been emo-ing for the whole of June -_-'' Not that happy stuff didnt happen, just didn't have the mood to post it during that time ):

So here are buncha of photologs taken from my gorgeous N79 (Pretty phone, sucky camera) with little captions since this lazy bitch has nothing to blog about. XD

Mum's birthday, 2nd of June =)

Annual celebration in Victoria Station =.='''

Lepak-ing @ Carl's Jr after gym

Yummmm.. Bestest burger ever <3

Coolest Indian ever - Nagen

Dearest brother~ Jun (POSER LAA!!!)

Wolverine?

Smoking friessssssssss

Barcelona & Quattro with Vivi <3

Vivi - Jessica (birthday gal) - meme - Crystal

2 leng lui side by side <3

Before leaving for Quattro. I killed the color coz my makeup was horrible T^T

Rawrrrrrrrr~!!

Chuuuuu~ <3

Camwhoring session @ AC after gym =_='' My shirt is teh fuglehhhhhh

LAST BUT NOT LEAST

It's moi daddy & Daniel's birthday today.

Happy Birthday to the man I love the most and handsomest cousin!!!!!!!!!! <3

No celebration, stupid dad chose badminton over dinner ): So imma stuck here blogging )))):

Solitaire

2009-06-15T12:40:00.002-05:00

I love this game.

Probably being lonely again ain't too bad.

Without boyfriend.

Without friends.

Walking the solitude path of life....

I kinda miss being anti social. Maybe I should.

Seriously, life sucks.

Oh yeah, I only played 1 game of DoTA since 6.60 came out. So I guess this addiction is fading again. Yippppeeeeee~!!

......and i miss you.....

......but i dunno wad to do T_T

i wanna die -.-

Life

2009-06-11T05:06:00.002-05:00

I'm tired of this life.

Don't know what to type to this blog anymore, everything seems irrelevant to me.

Screw life.

Fuck it.

FUCK YOU

FUCK OFF

Lazy Fucking Bitch

2009-06-06T00:07:00.002-05:00

Title sums it all. That's me! I got nothing to blog about =D I'm so lifeless~~~

*College -> Makan/DoTa -> GYM -> Makan -> Tido (Repeat *)

Just started back 2 weeks of gym. Whole body sakit no mood to do anything else. Don't even have the energy to play games at home @_@ What a weak lazy bitch *LOL @ herself*

Been sleeping an average of 10 hours a day liao. Whoa fucking healthy!! XD But ugly eyebags is still stuck to me T_T Go away~ fugly eyebagsssss~

Ok bye.

Desperate Relationships

2009-05-15T10:45:00.000-05:00

No. I'm not dead yet.

Just too lazy to post anything up as I don't see any reason to. Blogging was my way of babbling about things that ticks me, and craps that I like to share with people.

But somehow, there are always issues that I wanna blog about.. But didn't want certain people to read it. And I know sooner or later, these people would get to know about it. Suddenly, I wished I'm anonymous, and nobody from my MSN knows my blog exists.

*** After continuous typing, I realised my blog post suddenly got so fucking long that I want you guys to just click the red 'X' button on the top-right corner of your screen RIGHT NOW. Stop reading kthxbai. ***

But if you insist....

These few weeks I've realized that there are a lot of girls (Below 30) who are weak, fickle-minded, and just desperate for companion. If anyone in particular is feeling that I'm talking about them, it's not YOU, it's YOU AND A BUNCH OF OTHERS, that I know, and don't know of.

Okay, take me for example. I am weak, fickle-minded, selfish, self-centered, greedy, fucking needs company, fuckingly dependant on people, and forgotten how it was like being single. I don't know about others, but after being in a 31 month relationship, I couldn't remember how living as a single soul was, and don't dare to.

I was brought up in a semi-conservative family, where half of them thinks like ancient Chinese and half of them acts so ang moh-ish. So I'm glad, I benefit a little here and there. (Though I think the conservative part of me is deeper till recent years)

No doubt, I'm materialistic and realistic, yet unsecure (of my body) thus having low level of confidence. I know my problems, cause I don't find excuses for myself, I just accept it coz I put no effort in changing myself.

Unsecure and low confident is one thing, being EASY is another thing. I admit being fat whole life doesn't put you as the most attractive person, nor the most popular. But I know, being too easy for guys doesn't make one more attractive, it's totally UN-CHALLENGING and makes them lose interest in you faster.

Though being in a relationship is fun, being serious is another thing. I could never understand, how girls (with similar stories like mine) can be so damn fucking serious even when they just started dating for like, 1 month? C'mon, 1 month is like a blink of an eye. I know it's like "Oh, finally I found someone who loves me. I am so damn serious it will be forever"

I hate seeing my friends get hurt because of some jerks. Being in and out of a relationships is normal. I know people doesn't want to be lonely, neither do I really, I'm really really really afraid that someday, I'll be lonely again. But think again, being desperate will get you nowhere.

It's like they go to their bf's place even if he's a total jerk, doing other things and not accompanying you.

... Or going to look for him even if he isn't very keen on seeing you.

... Or surprise (attack) him when he's working.

... Or clings to him everywhere he go, leaving no space in between.

... Or calling him everyday even if you know that he's trying to avoid you.

... Or pay for him whenever you guys go for dates, cause you know he spent all his $$ on his car/computer/expensivehobbies.

... Or put up with him, even you knew he has another girl in his heart. (You might just be a replacement you know?)

AND STILL PUT UP WITH IT, IN THE NAME OF "LOVE" #((*#$@*($&(*#!()*#

I never believed in forever. Forever doesn't exist. I made it a clear fact that I don't trust guys, till today, I admit trusting people is fuckingly a pain task for me. (Maybe I just have serious issues)

It took me more than 6 months to give my heart away completely, (still, not too much trust) cause I know love is too fragile to give everything, not knowing what's the color of the clouds tomorrow.

If there are any girls reading this blog, and just got into a first relationship, no matter how desperate you are, please don't treat your guys too darn good.. Guys love girls that play hard to get. Giving everything you have in the start of a relationship just spells 1 word.. and it starts with C.... No, I'm not typing it out in case some people take it too hard.

Moral of the story:
GUYS LOVES BITCHES. NEVER BE TOO NICE.

Please take note again, this is not for anyone in particular, it's just that I noticed how so many girls get so heart broken doing silly things like this, I can't just sit next to them and tell them that they are doing the right thing, coz it's so fucking not true.

Btw, I have no idea why I typed all these crap here when you can just watch it from He's Just Not THAT Into You movie, or just read the Goddam book ;) But please, never ever trust the movie's ending. Not everyone can reach that point kay? Be realistic girls, wake up from your fairy tales!!! It fucking does not exist.

p/s I'm not a know-it-all, I am in a semi-fallen relationship too. Just take it or leave it.

Jolin Tsai - 妥協 (Tuo Xie)/Compromise

2009-05-15T06:17:00.003-05:00

Feels so taylor-made for me.

'nuff said =)

Kuma Kuma Landom Brogging

2009-05-05T10:52:00.004-05:00

Hello! We are Kuma Kuma!

Dis ish our firsh time brogging 'ere, sho pwease bear wiv our nuub Engrish.

Lemme intloduse owselfs, we are mummie's favvvvv pair of gong zai !!!!! <3

Mummie finalli start college oledy, sho she wan us to brog fo her wor.

Mummie veli lonely in college dis sem coz everyone ish in diff crass, owh poor mummie T_T

Dis is a pikchure of mummie's fookingly dangelous pro dlaiving. Snap foto when dlaiving.

21 years ol first time see lainbou ma.. forgiv mummie lar :(

Mummie osho finally found her way to Luffie's office and corlekted dis Escada Ocean Lounge parfume!!! Mummie say she regret not fooking MDG more wor.. Cos fooking MDG got free parfume worth RM150!!! So good rite?!?!?!?!! Iosowan!!!

But i noe MDG cannot b watch oledy.. If noe mummie will thlow mii towards the monitor since the girls look sho hollible T_T

But dis parfume smells veli veli sweet... like blended fruitssss! Mummie sho hate parfume oso kinda likey it :D

Mummie wanted to sell it for RM100 but mummie's mummie want it T_T Wuuu wuuu bai bai RM100~ Nvm la.. Mummie's mummie's dai sai ma @.@

Okie nar.. Mii dunnoe wad to type oredy >.< Bhai bhai everiwan... Dang U fer bear wif mai broken engrish.. Muax Muax!

Babi & Politik Wang

2009-05-01T15:25:00.002-05:00

Bestest political video <3

*update* Eh, why the fuck did my title turn into BABY? wtf

Yaki Yaki part 2

2009-04-28T09:59:00.008-05:00

Fuiyo I've been shopping for the effing day.

From 3pm to 10pm (YES, when they are fucking CLOSING!!!) wearing heels (as if I'm not tall enough lidat.. LOL). Now my feet feels like virgin kena fuck for first time. The skin is tearing itself apart and is fucking PAIN OK.

Yesterday we went to Yaki Yaki (again), but this time, with my darling + boss Mira + Juno + leng lui Ting + Nek !!

Didn't really post much picture of the food during the previous post. So here it is, pictures with some captions :D

Picture says a thousand words (and I'm fucking lazy to type anything XD)

Here goes!

Pretty fresh oysters with inhouse lemon sauce. Yummy!

Kampachi sushi and... I forgot-its-name-again. Marinated jellyfish lol

Smoked salmon, grilled salmon and abalon. Sux. I hate this plate -_-

Btw, no fresh salmon yesterday. Fucking place sux to the max, NO SALMON SASHIMIIIIIII WTFFF

Small and ugly-looking prawn tempura.. =/

Tempura fish & chicken

Raw sliced chicken and some marinated chicken meat.. For BBQ

Sliced lamb topped with some fugly-looking sauce.

Scallops for BBQ. So-so lor. I prefer hotate. HELLO? NO HOTATE?

20 plates of beef.

10 plates of beef.

30 plates of beef came together @_@

Marinated chicken meat, marinated scallops and something called miso beef. Miso beef sux so much, I spitted it out after failing to chew the whole piece of beef =(

Surumeika (Sotong) ^_^ and shishamo. One of our fav food during our shojikiya days. :( But I didn't touch it yst. Dunno nais or not. -_-

Oh that thing in aluminium foil right, can anyone guess what is that? @.@

We all thought it was potato and left it on the stove for like half an hour. -_-

This thing came out..........

Ewwwwwwwwww..... Fucking lembik and smelly Sardin :S

Crabs.

Raw Salmon fillet :D

Done! Yay! Damn fishy though, can't stand it without wasabi.. @_@

Ting's CHINESE FOOD ~~~~ -_-'''

La la and ketam goreng.

Steamed bak chong. (Omfg dun call me to google it for its english name pls)

The 1 and only candid... LOL Btw that's Mira, my commander in dota. He's so leng zai la, but this pic sux :( Any takers? He's fucking single now :DDDDD

Forgot to take group pic la. Diu. Next time Jogoya ok? =X

Verdict:
Bid my farewell to Yaki Yaki. Fucking no salmon sashimi and coconuts :(

Promotion's over end of this month. Means I won't step foot in it EVER again.

JOGOYA ANYONE??????????

p/s I'm gonna blog about Chao Yen next. Sounds like calling some girl smelly right. LOL It's some semi-atas restaurant serving Teo Chew food.. :D

Me & my sis @ Chao Yen (Man, this name sounds so funny HAHA)

Escapades

2009-04-27T13:15:00.002-05:00

Wants to escape to an island belonged to nobody but myself.

Wants to achieve solitude in it, doing nothing but being alone.

One week.

Just one week is all I'm asking for.

Restaurant City (FaceBook aps)

2009-04-24T19:44:00.005-05:00

Oh yes! 1 week has passed since my finals.

My life has been fucking DEAD interesting.

As in, fucking dead-like lifeless.

The earliest record of me waking up is 3pm. The "earliest" record of me sleeping is like, I dunno, the sun's definitely sky high by then. 10am maybe? Haha

Anyway... besides DoTA, the latest trend seem to be Restaurant City!!! The latest game from Playfish since their almighty-famous Pet Society. If you don't know what's Pet Society, you're either probably living in stone age :D

Here's my noob Restaurant... Still new lar please don't laugh at me >.<

It's soooo cute right.

This game is like so tricky hor, ingrediants needed for your food are not available for sale nor can you give/receive from others ): You either trade it, or pray that they give you the exact ingrediant you want. RANDOMLY -_-

Arrghh! I don't have enough traders in my list. Anyone else playing this game? >.<

Here are the 3 dish I'm PERSONALLY COOKING for ya all:

Mushroom Souppppp!!! Yummy, Who doesn't love mushroom soup shall be burnt :X

Roast Beef. Beef Rockz ok? Red Meat FTW!!! Yaki Yaki part 2 is coming, behold more beefsssss. I'm gonna order 50 plates in 1 shot this time. WAHAHAHAHA *sugar high*

Don't really know what is pomegranate or parfait... Just take it as ice cream lah ok? It's so pretty anyway =X

Anyone playing this game? Feel free to add me in facebook @ kimiko.exe@gmail.com

I need those 9 ingrediants.. Trade me anyone? Pretty please..? *puppy eyes*

LOL I feel so despo. Yeah, let's all be lifeless and play meaningless flash games!!! >"<

Oh fuck, 9am now. Good morning everyone, and good night to myself.

XOXO

*poofs to bed*

Crystal Maiden

2009-04-20T16:39:00.004-05:00

Is a hero I think I should stop using.

My favourite <3

But, every fucking time I use it, and PWN, and LAN SI. Fatal error happens.

3 times in 2 days. How ironic -_-

Gorgeous fan art <3

Yeah fuck you noobass pc, you're just jealous of me.

Lots of dota these days. I'm a lifeless bitch :(

Holiday

2009-04-17T23:05:00.000-05:00

Finally done with exams. Screw it.

Hi Mike, I'm gonna see u next sem T_T

WTF I Won the Msian Dreamgirl weekly WITHOUT KNOWING and WHERE'S MY PRIZES?????????

2009-04-15T17:05:00.006-05:00

OMFG LOR. Check THIS ccb link out.

WTF is this. Me winning the weekly prize and I know NUTS about it?

See, I even took SS of it so they can't fucking replace it with something else and tell me to FUCK OFF.

Exactly 1 month ago, I was bitching about the Malaysian Dreamgirls. I thought it would be cute to submit it to them FOR FUN without expecting to win. But wadeheck, exactly one month later, AT THIS MOMENT, I realized I won something without receiving anything. -_-

I read the terms and conditions:

15. Prize winners will be contacted by phone or email and will also be announced at www.malaysiandreamgirl.tv. The eligibility of prize winners is subject to them being contactable within seven (7) days of the date of their selection.

17. Prize winners must claim their prizes at the office of Nuffnang Sdn. Bhd. within one (1) month of being notified. Any cost incurred in collecting the prizes shall be borne by the prize winners.

I have checked, and double checked, and TRIPLE checked my email account.

NOTHING FROM THEM.

I swear I get no calls from them too. My phone's with me 24/7 without fail. Never switched off, NOT A SINGLE SECOND.

So, I wonder did they contact me?

If they didn't TRY to contact me, means I'm not "contactable within seven days" LAH?

So that's what people do izzit.

OMG So fucking cheap.

I made a few hypothesis on why I know shit about this:

1) I stopped watching MDG since the girls got their hair cut so they think I suck and deserve to win nothing.
2) I fuck them up too much they can't take critism.
3) They think I'm an ugly bitch who doesn't deserve cosmetics or fragrances.
4) They know I'm fucking imba rich that RM150 is the cost of my toilet paper.
5) My blog has no reader thus this post of my complaining ought to be invisible.

Though I initially joined without the intention to win anything. But I do hope someone would step up to clarify this to me even if I were disqualified or whatever craps.

Random Post

2009-04-15T05:33:00.003-05:00

I'm FAT

You're SHORT & UGLY

... my diet plan shall be resurrecting soon *prays hard*

Sat is my last paper. Will blog more till then.

*Update*

I'm here updating the funniest modelling picture I ever seen. You see ar, I kept my promise (to myself) never to watch Malaysian Dreamgirl again right?

Well I haven't seen a single episode since then.

But!!!! I saw the pictures Kenny Sia posted... and I thought I am OBLIGED to share this fucking funny joke-picture-of-the-day with my lovely and handsome readers.

So here we have...

DAWN!!!

Totally matching the just-ended "The Winter Melon Tale 大冬瓜" tvb series.
One of those stylist from Shawn Cutlet must have loved this series to pieces that they treated this girl's hair this way. Well done! Fucking imba dong gua hair.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

MING ~!!!

I'm assuming whoever did her eye makeup is a fucking newbie.

Senget eye brows. 1 Big 1 Small smoky eyes. OMG with a fucking gorgeous HAIR.

HAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHA

This is a time where I would say, I TOLD YOU SO!!! Shawn Cutler totally SUCKS. Whoever doubted me should swallow their saliva to DEATH.

*Update ended*

Ciaos <3

Yaki Yaki Outing

2009-04-10T08:12:00.014-05:00

Yaki Yaki is the latest Japanese Barbeque Buffet Restaurant in town!!! It's located right next to Low Yat Plaza KL.

I've heard many people saying that it's really good. And really cheap too! (At least for now =X) There are sooo many people blogging about it these days.

Jibet TL even blogged about it before me, I'm sad :(

But anyhow, I think there are some people who loves Ame more than the fuckerwhomadeusallanhourlate. <3

Lemme cerita sikit *coughs* This whole idea of going for buffet are created when the MASTERMIND of the plan thought that it would be nice to bring 2 groups together. 1 group is loaded with lengluis, and another is loaded by sorhais. There's exception in everything of course!!! Me, SX and WC is in the "solo" gang :D Being the absolute sorhai this "Mastermind" is, the plan failed. Lenglui gang decided to ditch the sorhai gang. In the end, there was only 8 of us embarking on this journey. (Fuiyoh so classic) So here we are!!

Entering the restaurant, I was starving as hell. (A fucking bad idea not to eat from 9.30am to 3pm) We paid our bill at the front counter, and headed in for our late lunch =)

Pretty ^^

My first stop, tempura bar!!! There was this dish called "Dragon Ball" lolz. I think it's just fried chicken =_= Most of the prawns were the size of my thumb... Soooo tinyyyyyy.

Next stop, Sashimi bar! (Yes, I took this pic far away coz I'm fucking lazy to walk over there =X)

Uhhh sashimi, I think I sapu-ed almost all the salmon bellies. The rest were like, "Where the fuck is all the salmons. OMFG Your plate!!!" :D

Sashimi bar is slightly more interesting than the rest of the place. There was this cute little half boil egg in soup (I didn't take this). I took salmon belly, cooked baby scallops (tasteless), marinated jellyfish (can someone tell me the name of it in japanese.. i cant remember T_T), temaki. There was a bunch of other stuff I couldn't be bother with. Cheap stuff is not allowed to be in my system ok? At least not during buffets. I take cheap stuff when I have to pay for every piece ordered :(

I was SOOOO hungry, I just went and grab everything in sight without thinking, swallowing everything in sight. Resulting in no photos of all the food on the table :(

Half-eaten food.

Tomi's lapsap

These are what I call lan jiao stuff taken during buffet. Wadefark are those doing in front of me?!?!?!

We forced him to finish it himself kekeke

Btw, that aluminium foil thingy is called "Chinese Wine". It's lala in cooking wine =_= Didn't try it =/

Honestly speaking, I don't remember anything but the beef there. Oh yes, BEEF !!!!! Main highlight of the day!!!

Lemme cerita sikit. At first hor, when we sat down we didn't know what to order. So being the smart and pretty SX, she ordered 1 each of everything in the menu. When the food came. I saw nothing (As in, didn't bothered to see) but fine slices of raw beef !! So when the waiter put down the "beef"....

Me @ waiter: 5 more plate each beef tq!
Waiter: *Looks at me blandly* This is lamb. *Puts down another plate* and this is beef.
Me @ ownself: WTF I'm so stupid.

Then, Mike and SJ were saying some lame shit stuff I couldn't remember. We were all laughing, even the waiter wtf

Me @ waiter: *laughing like sorhai* 5 plates of beef and lamb!!!

We continued laughing and the waiter continued putting different plates on our table.

Me @ waiter: I'm serious.

Waiter looks at me, laughing wtf. Then when he was about to walk away, I repeated "I'm REALLY serious". Finally, he nodded, semi-laughing, and walked away -_- Wtf how am I suppose to know that he understood me without notice.

and finally, they came!! Beef > Lamb. So I continued ordering beefs... in plates of 10 !!!

20 slices!!

I.Love.Red.Meat.

I don't know how many of those I ate. We just kept ordering @_@

Raping the stove.

WC, and his "Chinese Wine" -_-

Cheff of the day: Chung Say Jong

Changing the metal thingy, whatever.

KK looks so bored and tired. I wonder why =(

Fridge full of jellos :D

All of us drank countless coconuts!!!

Good during BBQ. Cooling !

What are coconuts good for, besides drinking?

Camwhoring of course!!!!

Wen Chao - Me - Si Xuan

I <3 Coconuts

Acting cute :P

Tick Loong - Mike

Gay mofos. Holding 1 coconut each HAHAHA

Tomi - Say Jong - Mike

They're so full of themselves. (Yes, a pun LOL =X)

Tick Loong - Wen Chao - Si Xuan

WC Loves his coconuts too!

I love this!!!

Camwhore of the day: Wen Chao XD

The most serious photo of the day.

So when 2 girls enter the washroom... This is what happen :D

Face at a fucking wrong angle. Stupid hair.

I am fat. SX is sweet.

Hhmm... These 2 are up to something.

Aha! Candid shot!

Behold, the sorhai gang. Blek :P

I'm not gonna blog about the toilet thing, TL already did. Hop over if you're interested. I swear it was the funniest thing ever happened LOL

All refused to get their fat asses up.

Farewell shot.

Well, that's it for our day.

I was acting really crazy. If you're reading this SX, I'm sorry if I freaked you out >_<

Verdict:
I think I'll come again during 50% promotion period, just for the beefs. But I don't think I will step into this place ever again if I'm to pay for the given amount. Seriously, Jogoya or Saisaki is wayyyyyyy better.

I wanna try Tenji @ Solaris!!!!!!!!!!!! >_<

p/s I just noticed all my pics is water marks by neo image editor.. Fucker they are tricky *&@$^*&!@#(!&@#* I wish I have photoshop. =(

I Am Fat

2009-04-09T11:06:00.002-05:00

I am so fat T_T

Just had 2 hours+ of red meat festival hahahaha Erm.. Actually it's a Japanese BBQ Buffet call Yaki Yaki. I'm sure many of you have heard of the latest buffet in town (They advertise a lot on radios >_<), offering a whopping 50% discount as opening promotion !! :D

Well, I'll do another posting about it later, fucking dulan can't seem to get photos out of my phone. And still nid to get the rest of the photos from TL :(

I'm so fucking full even now -_- After dunno how many hours from 3pm? @_@

Okay no mood to type anymore.

Fucking jibai pc keep hanging. Fuck off!!!

Another Emo Day ?

2009-04-06T06:40:00.001-05:00

Here's a summary on why I was in that mood.

1) I'm sure I can't get A for macro =(
2) SJ's stress-ness somehow transfused into me during dota
3) We were being owned pretty much from the 1st minute to the end

It was a normal morning... Go to class blah blah. Got my "verdict" for macro that I'm most probably getting a B. I didn't mind much of course, with my level of laziness, it's amazing to get this grade. Thanks a lot for the help from the other 2 (SJ & TL) that actually cares about studies xD

So class ended... and it was only like 11.15? Or smth? So I thought of a quick round of dota before going home. On the way to FTZ, SJ was sibeh stress. Sibeh stress face, it actually scare me. Am I being too relax? Finals is just next Monday. (Yeah 7 fuking more days only) I havent even start studying, still on my way for dota... lol??

Anyway, I put that behind me. Heck care right? I'm forever a last-minute person, guess nth can change that :(

So I went to my pc and do my usual stuff... Which is open W3 :D TL told me that we need to wait for Wilson, so we wait, wait, wait, wait, and wait (impatient...) There goes 15minutes T_T I'm sad that 15minutes is gone coz every freaking hour in FTZ is Rm2.50 :(

But it's ok, I guess. I'm always wasting money on unnecessary stuff anyway :(

So we finally decide to stop waiting and create a game. Joined for him and blah blah. And then when he's here, we can start game immediately!

Game started..... AR game:

Our Hero: Ezalor, Nessaj, Terror Blade, Jakiro and 1 more taufu without skill which I forgot.

Opponent: Sand King, Rylai, Zeus, Enigma and I forgot ._.'''

I forgot what I got, and repicked into silencer. Fuck silencer, another taufu. But I thought (at that time), Silencer ok what, at least the 3rd skill stops people from combo-ing. Just don't expect me to use it XD

Nobody else wanted to repick. They think their fucking 250/200 gold (I forgot repick nid how much = =) or smth worth much more than another chance of a better hero. Fine then, I swap for ezalor since I got nth to use. My cm and enigma is opposite T___T

So, we were basically being owned from lvl 1 to whatever. Kinda expected, really, I HONESTLY EXPECTED IT ALREADY (...although I did feel a lil down...), from the heroes.... But, I really can't stand smth. This MSN convo explains it:

~ A M E ~ says:
i really hate what most about ppl in dota u know?

vincent says:
ohh

~ A M E ~ says:
the thing i hate most
in ppl when they dota

vincent says:
:(

~ A M E ~ says:
i really hate those ppl that give up like 15minn after game started
saying things like "gg faster end pls" to the opponent

vincent says:
ya same....

~ A M E ~ says:
and things like "pls end i give up"

vincent says:
already dulan enough...when i losing somemore they do that
mummy don't get piss over sohai already
sonny's here

~ A M E ~ says:
and things like that
really get on my nerves
it's ok
i was rdy to fuck anyone up

To add to that, I really hate low-spirited people. I don't mind if you call the opponent to end the game after they break 1 side, and you know it's near to impossible to win. I understand it wastes time.

But to actually say low-spirited things to the team even before it hit 15min? What kind of reaction do you expect from your team mates? Should we just leave a game and rmk? What can we improve if we do that in every losing games? Do you actually wanna play a sure-win game? What fun do you get in that?

What do you get in return of throwing negative aura to your teammates? Well, NEGATIVE of course. Nobody feels like playing anymore. At least we don't go around throwing negative energy.

If you play with me in Garena, you would know I won't give face fucking up these kind of team mates. I'll fucking ban him from teamming me, scold his fucking ball-less attitude and just ask him to fucking leave game if he please.

It's not the losing that causes me to feel angry, it's the feeling of wanting to FUCK (verbally) someone but really couldn't, coz you know it'll cause many anger and hatred amongst friends. Even if we don't talk to each other, he's still a friend's friend and I don't wanna cause anything mafan to others.

I think my emo aura was so bad, it scares TL to death lol :P I'm sorry I didn't feel like talking about it then, coz I know I would ZAO FOR YAP MO (uncontrollable) @@'''

Lost the game, start another. (I forgotten to check the time to go home.. =.=)

I wasn't as angry, but still didn't have the mood to talk -_-''' This time, i vent my anger on this feeder Luna.

It feels gooooooooooood!!!!!!!

But I'm still emo of course, that fella spoonfed everyone throughout the game X_X

So i tiu-ed that guy till he fucking hates me. He has the cheeks to ask for my pc number. Well, I welcomed him with open arms of course! I gave him my pc number and fucking threatened him to come to my pc immediately. If he wants to cause trouble, I'm all up for it.

I was SO FUCKING EXCITED, I can't wait for him to come.

I already have plans for him *ebil grin* I was gonna fucking shout my lungs out in FTZ and BUANG 9 his fucking face in front of all everyone and fucking insult him till he dare not enter FTZ, EVER!! AGAIN!!!

I have a few sentence structured in my mind, some like "You r so fucking noob u fucking deserved to be scolded by a girl" or, "Fucking learn how to be TIU-ed since you're so noob" or just, "FUCKING SLAP ME LAH IF YOU'RE SO DULAN. THAT'S IF YOU GOT BALLS"

HAHAHAHA OMG, I'm still so excited. :D

Uhh, too bad, it only remained in my imagination T_T He left the game after a while lol... I guess he's got no balls to come up to me. Or maybe he didn't wanna pick a fight with a girl. That's really, really dissapointing :(

I think i fed myself with imagination of fucking (verbally) this dude, that I don't give a damn about the game anymore. :D

Still a little emo, had a lil' squabble with my darling. Went to my dad's shop to relax =D

Sit there from 2pm to 6pm doing practically NOTHING, and listen to an hour of my aunt's love escapades haha. =P

I'm here now, EMO-FREE, updating, explaining what I feel, and typing a fucking long (and meaningless) post for 1.5 hour. So if TL, you're reading this,

I'M SO SORRY TO SCARE YOU

... though I'm really scary :D

李聖傑 - 擦肩而過

2009-04-05T09:54:00.001-05:00

I Love Sam 李聖傑 !!!!!!!!!!

Nuff said.

<3

我爱著谁爱到我有点醉
wo ai zhe shei ai dao wo you dian zui
Who am I loving? Loving until I'm so immersed
告诉我妳是谁能够把我让我变不对
gao su wo ni shi shei neng gou ba wo rang wo bian bu dui
Tell me who you are. You're able to take me, and make me not myself
你不会累但我却爱你爱到好累
ni bu hui lei dan wo que ai ni ai dao hao lei
You won't get tired. But, in contrast, I'm loving you until I'm exhausted.
从没有为了谁不顾安慰付出一切
cong mei you wei le shei bu gu an wei fu chu yi qie
I've never disregarded comfort and given my all to someone
站在这平衡点我还是觉得有点危险
zhan zai zhe ping heng dian wo hai shi jue de you dian wei xian
Standing at this balanced point, I still feel like there's danger
或许是看不见只能够靠感觉
huo xu shi kan bu jian zhi neng gou kao gan jue
Maybe it can't be seen, one can only rely on feeling

他不会是个好男人也不会是个好情人
ta bu hui shi ge hao nan ren ye bu hui shi ge hao qing ren
He won't be a good man. He also won't be a good lover.
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
ni dui wo shuo wo men zhi shi cha jian er guo
You said to me we were just passing each other
好的男人有那麽多少了他的日子也能过
hao de nan ren you na me duo shao le ta de ri zi ye neng guo
There are so many good men, days without him are still livable
我不会再让你寂寞也不会让你更难过
wo bui hui zai rang ni ji mo ye bu hui rang ni geng nan guo
I won't make you lonely again, I also won't make you even sadder
你听我说要好好学著去生活
ni ting wo shuo yao hao hao xue zhe qu sheng huo
Listen to me, you need to live well from now on
就算未来有多少错
jiu suan wei lai you duo shao cuo
No matter how many wrongs there are in the future
至少还有我的问候
zhi shao hai you wo de wen hou
There will at least be my regards
我的温柔陪你度过
wo de wen rou pei ni du guo
My gentleness will be with you to get through the hard times

你听我说你不要这麽做
ni ting wo shuo ni bu yao zhe me zuo
Listen to me, don't do this
你不要看著我说你已经知道怎麽做
ni bu yao kan zhe wo shuo ni yi jing zhi dao zen me zuo
Don't look at me and say you already know what to do
你很难受我愿意陪你一起承受
ni hen nan shou wo yuan yi pei ni yi qi cheng shou
You're going through a hard time, I'm willing to be with you and take the pain with you
只要你不怕痛再多坎坷我都陪你走
zhi yao ni bu pa tong zai duo kan ke wo dou pai ni zou
As long as you're not afraid of pain, no matter how bumpy the road is, I'll go down it with you
站在这平衡点我还是觉得有点危险
zhan zai zhe ping heng dian wo hai shi jue de you dian wei xian
Standing at this balanced point, I still feel like there's danger
或许是看不见只能够靠感觉
huo xu shi kan bu jian zhi neng gou kao gan jue
Maybe it can't be seen, one can only rely on feeling

他不会是个好男人也不会是个好情人
ta bu hui shi ge hao nan ren ye bu hui shi ge hao qing ren
He won't be a good man. He also won't be a good lover.
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
ni dui wo shuo wo men zhi shi cha jian er guo
You said to me we were just passing each other
好的男人有那麽多少了他的日子也能过
hao de nan ren you na me duo shao le ta de ri zi ye neng guo
There are so many good men, days without him are still livable
我不会再让你寂寞也不会让你更难过
wo bui hui zai rang ni ji mo ye bu hui rang ni geng nan guo
I won't make you lonely again, I also won't make you even sadder
你听我说要好好学著去生活
ni ting wo shuo yao hao hao xue zhe qu sheng huo
Listen to me, you need to live well from now on
就算未来有多少错
jiu suan wei lai you duo shao cuo
No matter how many wrongs there are in the future
至少还有我的问候
zhi shao hai you wo de wen hou
There will at least be my regards
我的温柔陪你度过
wo de wen rou pei ni du guo
My gentleness will be with you to get through the hard times

他不会是个好男人也不会是个好情人
ta bu hui shi ge hao nan ren ye bu hui shi ge hao qing ren
He won't be a good man. He also won't be a good lover.
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
ni dui wo shuo wo men zhi shi cha jian er guo
You said to me we were just passing each other
好的男人有那麽多少了他的日子也能过
hao de nan ren you na me duo shao le ta de ri zi ye neng guo
There are so many good men, days without him are still livable
我不会再让你寂寞也不会让你更难过
wo bui hui zai rang ni ji mo ye bu hui rang ni geng nan guo
I won't make you lonely again, I also won't make you even sadder
你听我说要好好学著去生活
ni ting wo shuo yao hao hao xue zhe qu sheng huo
Listen to me, you need to live well from now on
就算未来有多少错
jiu suan wei lai you duo shao cuo
No matter how many wrongs there are in the future
至少还有我的问候
zhi shao hai you wo de wen hou
There will at least be my regards
我的温柔陪你度过
wo de wen rou pei ni du guo
My gentleness will be with you to get through the hard times

就算未来有多少错
jiu suan wei lai you duo shao cuo
No matter how many wrongs there are in the future
至少还有我的问候
zhi shao hai you wo de wen hou
There will at least be my regards
我的温柔陪你度过
wo de wen rou pei ni du guo
My gentleness will be with you to get through the hard times

DoTa ?!

2009-04-04T10:55:00.000-05:00

OMG I feel sooooo good playing DoTA at home XP

Finally can feel some teamwork without screaming my lungs out *coughs* HAHAHA

Seriously, people much prefer playing in cc anytime, since Garena is always so effing lag right? I don't think so lor... At least I feel Garena worth playing more than cc... The people in cc is really SMLJ LOR, I dunno HOW to put it.

But my home pc's so lag T_T Lag till I emo-ed throughout the past 3 games -_- Scolding any innocent people that I buay song with LMAO Must be so irritating getting scolded for nothing right XP Serve them right, dak zui dai xiu jie wor mlm^_^mlm

Really really frustrating pc. Damn fucking dulan with all the web sites like SBOBet and IBCBet. All these fucking virus carrier web sites made me give up trying to fix my LAN JIAO pc. Now I can't even use command prompt lo, it said it's being LOCKED by GOD KNOWS WHAT FUCKING SHIET.

My fucking NOOBASS processor, 80 FUCKING GB OF HDD, SLOW LIKE PENTIUM 3 ONLY.

MCB Talk about HDD reminds me of the time I asked my fren to help format pc, and the conversation was like:

Me: Eh help me partition my hdd oso leh, I wanna backup stuff.
KH: WTF woi, ur hdd only 80gb, partition for fux ar?
Me: *eyes widen* Har? Then what?
KH: Go buy a fucking hdd la, SO CHEAP ONLY.

Yeah wei, SO FUCKING CHEAP ONLY?!?!?!?!

My bank account is left with a GODLY sum of 4 RINGGIT AND GOD KNOWS HOW MANY CENTS. Been asking SO MUCH FUCKING MONEY FROM MY DAD.

FUCKING DULAN THINKING OF MONEY.

FUCKING DULAN THINKING OF PC.

FUCKING DULAN THINKING OF STUDIES.

FUCKING DULAN THINKING OF RELATIONSHIPS.

FUCKING DULAN THINKING OF DIET.

FUCKING DULAN THINKING OF SORHAIZ @ DOTA

FUCKING DULAN THINKING OF EVERYFUCKINGTHINGINTHISWORLDMCB@#*(!_#(!_@#(_!@#(_!@#(

Why the fuck am I so emo.

OH YEAH, I DUNNO HOW THE FUCK DUAQI MANAGED TO PM ME AFTER I BLOCK HIM FROM GARENA.

Duaqi: sory
Duaqi: bb

SORRY NI MAMA AR. GO FUCK YOURSELF. I STILL HATE YOU.

SAY SORRY WHEN I'M IN MY WORST FUCKING MOOD. HAHAHAHAHA

Oh my gawd, this post is totally meaningless. I wonder why people come here in the first place.

I shall indulge myself in countless series of DoTAs to avoid emo-ing others =)

Good Night everyone <3

p/s I still love you ^_^

Get To Know Myself? Hhm...

2009-04-02T02:05:00.004-05:00

I came upon this Quiz thingy from someone else's blog and got this.. Wow the answer amazes me LOL

I'm gonna reply 1 by 1 to what they say about me.. xD

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

Down-to-earth wtf *speechless*

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

I like tall & tan guys. Muz have long & thick COCK n good in bed. WAHAHAHAHA
Yea, No need good looking I guess =X

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

So... soo... Sooooo... NOT TRUE

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Nobody want date me 1... Open mouth FUCK YOU, end a sentence wiv FUCK OFF. Who wanna date a gal like me = =

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

Yeah, Sounds good. I wanna try selling phone sex service. Any takers? We shall start with RM100 per hour. <3>

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

My dream job is to get a fucking rich and dying husband so I can wait for him to die and inherit all his $____$

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What de... ._.'''

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

I'm always angry :(

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Mature, Reasonable and gives good advice.. wtf who create this damn quiz. I can't give fugging advice even to save my own life =_='''

I feel so bo liao talking to myself *ROFLMAO*

Oh, And I found these imba cute dota artworks HERE !!! GOGO CLICK!! It's so fucking cute wtffff

I Love My Blog

2009-03-31T19:39:00.007-05:00

I love my blog, I love my blog's CBOX even more :D

Note: Bottom to Top, I'm so lazy to edit.

1 Apr 09, 01:25 AM

saddient: epic creates wonder dont u agree with that? hehehe

31 Mar 09, 11:16 PM

mimi: seriously ame darling.. .since when things get so epic? makes me wanna frequent yr blog even more gg

31 Mar 09, 09:23 PM

ck>ame: hey nice to meet u ..... like the way u curse all around ur blog ! haha

31 Mar 09, 09:22 PM

ck>saddient: omg chill la saddient ...... dun get pissed off so easily ... u nid anger management lol...... we cool here k?

31 Mar 09, 09:58 AM

ame: n anyhow, haters or lovers, they're still coming here Love ya all muax muax <3

31 Mar 09, 09:57 AM

ame: o.O wow got ppl pass by... THX ! And obviously saddient is my fans, he reply my msg faster than the owner LOL

31 Mar 09, 02:21 AM

saddient: suck your dog's ball and taste it's cum with your bloody toungue. so what I invade ppl's chatbox and is it really related to you? get a life sucker

31 Mar 09, 12:26 AM

mimi: this is epic @.@

30 Mar 09, 10:00 PM

ck>saddient: just a blogger waling by.... saddient suck ur own balls ! no life-er till u taunt ppl thru their chatbox???

28 Mar 09, 04:52 PM

SnaCkz: lol

28 Mar 09, 11:28 AM

Ame: go suicide then.. xD

28 Mar 09, 02:18 AM

saddient: clicked your blog. im gonna throw away my ****ing mouse for clicking your blog and my dumb keyboard for typing in ur shoutbox. oOo for u again. have a nice day biacth

28 Mar 09, 02:16 AM

saddient: you know what, you're so shameful to create a blog don't you. son doesn't mean Sob of ***** for you I would rather refer it as SUCK OUR BALL goddamn. Here you go for nah oOo from me for not purposely

Hi to anonymouses, I love ya all. Feel free to Fuck around here more~ That's the way I like it babeh~ xD

To Saddient, Thanks for visiting my blog more than me, I know you love me too much..... LOL!! Epic IS definitely my cuppa tea, Too bad you didn't insult too much for me to feel the need of self-defence xD

To CK, Thanks for the defence, it's sweet. Oh, and Hi =)

To Mimi, My blog pwn urs. MWAHAHAHAHAHA Don't we all love controversy ;)

p/s Don't ask me why I copy n paste my cbox and make it into a lame posting when everyone would've read my cbox by now. These convo is a funny thing (to me la at least, you can GTFO if you don't like it) and I don't want cbox to clear up my history since it only stores 100 messages :(

SOB Is An Irritating Word

2009-03-25T09:44:00.002-05:00

Hi all, I'm so fucking speechless and DULAN-ed -___________-'''

I'm like, chatting with this Oh-So-Mighty guy in MSN rite, the conversation goes liddis:

Him: Introduce me some liang nui la
Me: You saying I'm not liang?
Me: *sob*
Him: Dun try to b annoying
Me: WTF?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Then later I found out, S.O.B = Sob of Bitch.

OMFFGGGGG la.

What kind of answer is that. Damn sad chatting with him. Firstly, I fucking hate people calling me annoying. Secondly, IT'S WITH SOME GODDAM LAME FUCK REASON. Thirdly, HE DOESN'T BOTHER SAYING SORRY after I kindly copy and paste the REAL meaning of the VERB "sob" to him from the dictionary.

SIEN la. I don't care if you're reading this, COZ I AM REALLY DULAN AND YOU SHOULD KNOW THIS.

Yeala I'm damn siu hei, sue me lah DIU.

NAH

A Typical Day In My Life

2009-03-24T04:19:00.003-05:00

Woke up on Monday afternoon @ 5pm

Go makan @ 7pm

Go Blit Zone DoTA @ 8pm to 12am

Go home Garena DoTA @ 12am to 7am

Go class @ 8am to 10am

Go FTZ DoTA (AGAIN AHAHAHAHAH!!!) @ 10am to 2pm

Go class @ 2pm to 4pm

Now 5.22pm, I'm still not sleeping OMG LOL!!!

Ngam Ngam 24 hours of being awake.. Time for good night's sleep.. ^_^v

Out of the 24 fuking hours of being awake, 15 hours spent on DoTA.

OMG I'M FUCKING LIFELESS T_T

*stabs self*

MAJIBAI TIK LOONG U FUCKER I WON'T EVER FUCKING FORGIVE U FOR TAKING AWAY MY RIKIMARU I TELL YOU!!! )#(*!@)(#*!_#(!+_#(!+_@#(

Bye Bye Garena

2009-03-23T18:00:00.002-05:00

OMG I Just deleted my Garena again.

HoHoHo :(

I'm so sad, tests and finals all coming and my mind is filled with something else.

Fuck YOU jibai fucking asshole!!!!!!!!!

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Just cursing coz I feel like it :D

Sorry If I hurt you T_T

I'mma go to class now, ciaoz~~

XOXO Ame <<3

Got Tagged?

2009-03-23T04:18:00.007-05:00

*UPDATE*
MIRA TOLD ME TAT I DID TIS TAG ALL WRONGLY.
But I'm too lazy to re-do.. wth HAHAHA just bear with me. I think I DoTA till sot 9 jor ~_~

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OMG I just realised I've been tagged. HAHA. Sorry I'm so slow =.=

Well, here goes :D

The Rules are :
Copy to your own note, erase my answer, and enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real, nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial,you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice & you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1.What is your name: Amanda

2.A four letter word: Fuck

3.A boy's name: Suck

4.A girl's name: Bitch

5.An occupation: Procrastinator

6.A color: TEAL <--- YES MY COLOR :DDD

7.Something you wear: bra

9.Something found in the bathroom: cockroaches OUCHHHHH

10.A place: Heaven

11.A reason for being late: I don't need one. I'm always late ^^

12.Something you shout: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I DUWANNA DIEEEEEE!! HELP MEEEEE!!!!! <--- A DoTA session.

13.A movie title: DoTA

14.Something you drink: Mizu ^^

15.A musical group: Err.. Backstreet Boys? xD

16.An animal: Panda ^_^

17.A street name: Petaling

18.A type of car: Porsche *__*

19.A song title: Mandy

20.A verb: Diu!!! (Coz I can't repeat FUCK ma T.T)

I'm so lazy to tag ppl =x So let's leave it liddat la haha

Blog-Plugging: Thank You DiEsE =)

2009-03-19T13:20:00.008-05:00

Yay I've been blog-plugged by some (I dunno who's this, seriously) Nuffnang celebrity blogger!!!

She contributed like 50% of my current blog traffic LOL?

Thank you sooo much DiEsE for insulting me, I'm SOOOOO honoured =)

Yea woo~hoo~ I feel a nano-speckle of being famous!! Yes, I'm THIS pathetic. Ha. Ha. Ha.

I've actually commented on her post.. and I didn't feel that I have enough. So lemme rant on her a little here and she would just get like an extra 20 clicks from my normal visitors *smirks* You gotta return someone a favour right?

Oh ya, she actually asked me a question!

She thinks the Top 12 MDG Finalist is already not-so-pretty and been ugli-fied by Shawn Cutler team

DiEsE: Is that mean that you are less-than-not-so-pretty girl!?!?

I replied in her comment:

Wootz. I was wondering where de heck all these traffic came from my boring place.

To your reply.

In fact, I cathegorise myself in the ‘fuglies’
and I stand by what I said, they’re just not pretty enough.

.... and I think I didn't reply enough.

So lemme flame in my own blog (which I don't think she would see this), so fugly is either, fucking-ugly or fat-ugly, and I'm the latter of course, I would never be fucking ugly, if I'm fucking ugly, then half of the fat girls out there looks like chimpanzees with dirt on their face. OOPS. Did I say that out loud? *hides*

I have a question for her too, what is her definition of "pretty"? Hhmm? Everyone have different standards of being pretty, and if yours is lower than mine (by probably, A LOT), then do you think YOU ARE PRETTY? HHHMMM??? Don't have to answer that, I'm sure you have a mirror at home. Oops.

Quoted from her post:

"I’ve voted for Acha, Dawn, Denezia, Juanita, Shasya and Ming. My favourite photos from Elaine’s workshop are Acha and Shasya whereby my favourite photos from the mugshot photoshoot are Juanita and Ming.

Half of those girls she voted, said in my previous post, are cathegorised as UGLY, instead of NOT-SO-PRETTY.

This thing cracks me up when I opened my Nuffnang account. HAHAHA

...and funnily, her favourite mugshot photoshoots are what I think as fuglies, fucking-uglies.

Well of course, I understand every individual have different taste. And let's assume, all my friends shares the same taste with me, and all your FANS shares the same taste with you.

I only have 2 words to say to you and your supporters (in your taste la not your blog):

BAD TASTE

For those in the dark not knowing wtf am I babbling about, take a click at her ===> BLOG <=== Well about Malaysian Dreamgirl, I don't even remember the existance of this show until I got so many traffic from DiEsE lol So right, I went to watch, for the sake of well, maybe the pictures didnt do them justice in the blog posts and I decided to watch their videos to justify for them. Sadly, after 2 episodes, I'M PROUD TO SAY THAT SHAWN CUTLER REALLY DID UGLI-FY THE GIRLS.

Especially Dawn, omg she reminds me of that GIRL in CJ7 HAHAHA

I'm not gonna watch this show anymore, it gives me the nausea of thinking them representing Malaysia as DREAMGIRLS.

p/s I didn't include their pictures this time.. Kena flame 9 9 by my readers for polluting my sweet and humble blog with those fuglies.

Modem KABOOOOOM

2009-03-18T14:11:00.002-05:00

Yay I'm back~

Modem kena BOOM by lightning. Maybe too yong sui adi so lightning kor kor decide to fuck with my modem for the 3rd time ccb-_-''

Finally can online after like, the, 100000th times of re-dialing streamyx.

Jibet la, new modem need to redial for the xxxx-th times only can online.

Well, I'm back~ Nth to blog about.

Many assignments and finals coming up. T_T

Ready, Get Set ~ GO DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

"Eat Soft Rice" Bastard still wants to FUCK AROUND and made a PUBLIC CONFESSION!!! WTF

2009-03-11T04:12:00.004-05:00

WALAO THIS FUCKING ROTTEN DICKHEAD.

MACHAOHAI U STILL DARE TO SAY ALL THIS FUCKING ABOUT HER AFTER WHAT YOU DID.

Let me quote from that fucker's video

"I feel that she forced me into the marriage" <--- COZ UR USING TOO MUCH OF HER MONEY N TIME IF U LEAVE HER U GONNA BE WORSE DEN A HANDICAP

"Eventhough her SAN CHOI (body figure) not so nice but I still told myself to try to accept her" <---- OY PLEASE LOOK INTO THE MIRROR LA U LAN JIAO. U THINK U VELI HANDSOME IZZIT?

"I'm a man who needs his EGO and needs to feel POWER so I go around finding other girls" <--- FUCK AROUND N STILL DARE TO SAY ALL THESE THINGS WTFFFFFFFFF

WALAO EH AND SO MANY LAN SI THINGS HE SAID LOR. I wish he fucked with some AIDs carrier and DIE SLOWLY.

The video is here:

Read more about it here in Shadow Fox's post.

CM SAYS I AM UGLY WTF

2009-03-09T09:45:00.001-05:00

SeeM says:
new pic wo
@@

~ Ame is SO FUCKING FAT ~ says:
LENG?

SeeM says:
photoshopeD?

~ Ame is SO FUCKING FAT ~ says:
SHOP NI MAMA= =
*copy & paste put into blog*

SeeM says:
lol

p/s the photo he mentioned is the 1 on the top left of this blog -_-

5 Fuckers That Ugli-fy the MDGs

2009-03-09T03:41:00.009-05:00

Here are the fotos of the 5 fuckers that apparently ugli-fied the already not-so-pretty MDGs.

Remember if u ever step into Shawn Cutler don't look for them. I know I won't!

Credits:
This photo were stolen from Drewnity, the person responsible for blogging the before and after makeover for the girls.

IF DREWNITY.COM DOESN'T WANT THIS PICTURE HERE THEN LET ME KNOW I'LL REMOVE IT IMMEDIATELY TQ.

Update: After looking at their faces, I now know why they made the daydream gals uglier.. coz they themselves are fuglies with the fugliest haircut. (espc the 2nd guy from left wtffff)

F.U.C.K

2009-03-08T13:00:00.002-05:00

Here's a little history of my favourite word of all time.. :)

FUCK YOU! :D

:D

2009-03-07T11:10:00.003-06:00

See lah. I'm not the only one saying bad things about those 'Dream-konon-girls'.

Here's someone who's been waiting my blog post for 3 hours said:

SeeM says:
okay
dont know why

~ Ame ~ Failing Accounts T_T says:
o_o

SeeM says:
i feel so dissapointed
lol

~ Ame ~ Failing Accounts T_T says:
coz not leng rite
LOL

SeeM says:
ya
sort of
...

~ Ame ~ Failing Accounts T_T says:
i oso think so
LOL

SeeM says:
wad model is those =.=
i think any simpang jalan also can see

~ Ame ~ Failing Accounts T_T says:
LOL

SeeM says:
singing contest geh?

HAHAHAHA

CM is just soooo cute. And he wanna be featured in my blog leh. So here you go :D

Malaysian Dreamgirl

2009-03-07T11:00:00.001-06:00

What exactly is Malaysian Dreamgirl.....?

Hhmm... I oso dunno what they mean leh. Seriously, this "Dreamgirl" subject feels so misty to me.

Dreamgirl but must be model-like? Model but Malaysian mia dream gal? Or you just pay the judges so you can get through the first round for few minutes of glamour kah?

This season 2 batch of girls look worse than de first batch.. and i thought the first batch sucked, not to say ugly lah you know.. but very average looking -_- Like you can kutip them from anywhere on the street.

Heck, with those kind of faces, my sister oso can enter top 12 lor. Too bad she's only 17 :P

Some of them is chosen coz they have nice skin... Some bkoz they laugh like a hyena... and most of them masuk coz they made the judges happy la.. you know what I mean? :D

I'm so free (and so lazy to study), so I'mma gonna do a review for the top 12 girls chosen by the 3 almighty judges, eventhough I think mostly Elaine did the main decision.

Acha

Her name sounds so funny!!! Try pronouncing in cantonese :D 'AH-Cha' HAHAHAHA

Her face looks so sweet, girl-next-door-ish. Malay guys will adore her =x

Dawn

Dawn is so cute! Cuter than the infamous Dawn Yang :D

Her dimples is like so damn cute, the sunniest smile among all the girls! One of my fav!! Though I don't think her features (besides the dimples) is anything out of ordinary... Can kutip from the streets of SS15 =/

Denezia

You know why she have 3 pics? Coz only the ugliest have such priority!!! :D To show you how ugly she is mah, si boh?

OMG I don't know what to say... Just look at the pics... I think she paid the judges or something... *shifty-eyes*

Farah

Sexy! Nothing really much to say.. I enjoy seeing her, easy on the eyes and nice features.

Juanita

I don't know about Juanita.. But I think most pretty Indian girls look like this.

In fact hor, I think one the Indian girl in my class is prettier den her leh... Having sharp features is every Indian girl's selling factor, and I don't think she's sharp enough to be here... at least for me.

Liana

I think I watch too much American/Australian Top Model. This type of 'cute' faces just doesn't seem quite cut-out to be in such competitons...

But her face is still very like-able ma.. So ok la... I guess =/

Maya

Reminds me of Nadia from season 1... Malay guys won't like her. Racist Cina & India won't vote for her. No matter how nice her features oso won't win this competition geh la...

Unless her father rich like Cindy's ;)

Ming

As stated above... Only ugly girls will get 3 pictures ;)

I think my mum prettier than her... Seriously, my mum damn pretty 1 you know? See, my mum eyes bigger than her, nose nicer than her, skin fairer than her, and heck, MY MUM TALLER THAN HER!

Ming: 161cm
My mum: 170cm

Natasha

WTF is this girl doing here... *sigh*

I dunno, maybe her makeover will change how she look. But I haven't get to see that yet in the latest episode. But we shall see.

Pinky

Oh-so-cute!!!!!!!!!! Name kiut. Face kiut. Eyes round round like cina-doll :D

She'll win this competition if it's called 'The Malaysian Cinapek Dreamgirl Contest'.

Really mah.. All those Taiwanese cinagal oso look like tis... ._.

Rajvin

I think her eyebags is worse den mine... So I gave her a simple photo-editing makeover...

I think she looks gorgeous now

.... or not.

I guess no photoshop can save her ugliness.

Shasya

Pretty meh.. adoii.. Haha the 3rd gal with 3 pics!!! :D

Lazy to comment about her...

Let's comment about the show.

Malaysian Dreamgirl is a reality series based on a model search competition. The show follows the lives of 12 young women as they step into the extraordinary world of modelling, endure the drama of living together and compete for the grand prize.

Credits: I copy this from the main site.

In my own words:
Malaysian Dreamgirl is a reality series based on a series of ugly girls auditioning for this competition. The judges will choose 12 prettiest girl among the fuglies as they try to act as model. (But previous season's champion worked in a radio station instead wtf). These 12 girls must act as bitchy as possible to get more air time to win sms votes so they can get the grand prize of a Chevrolet car (worth ard 70k?) !!!

... or you can just get your father to invest 30k on sms votes and then get the 70k car. Still earn mah rite?

This show veli unfair one. If you gossip gossip right, then you get like half video (3mins) of air time. Then if you cry oso same! Like Ming & I-dunno-who from the 2nd half of episode 4-5.

I'm still anticipating to see their new haircuts.. Maybe some of them might surprise us, like Natasha maybe? ;)

\
Amanda

Before I forget... THIS girl really SHOULD be in this competition... Her name's Amanda, (not bkoz she have the same name as me) and I think she's the prettiest amongst all that auditioned :(

Sadly holding a South-American passport won't get you into this competition. Eventhough she's having Malaysian birthcert, IC, and Permanent Resident, the judges won't put her through. Of coz la rite, if she's in, the rest of the girls shud just go home and suck their tumb.

I think this really sums up to what my darling said while we watch the show together.

"This show makes Malaysia looks like no leng lui"

And I think VELI VELI true!!!

Where's all the tall and gorgeous gal I always see in malls? Someone please tell them about this competition! ~_~

p/s Elaine Daly oso not veli leng herself leh. See she stand like a duck in episode 3. Miss Universe, konon-nyer.

L.O.V.E

2009-02-27T05:53:00.002-06:00

I found this on one of my friend's facebook note.. I guess it relates to everyone in one way or another... Enjoy ;)

To My Friends Who Are...........
SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly.
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts,
but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are.............
NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn't about becoming somebody elses 'perfect person.'
It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are............
PLAYBOY/GIRL
Never say 'I love you' if you don't care.
Never talk about feelings if they aren't there.
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
Never look in the eye when all you do is lie.
The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works.

To My Friends Who Are............
MARRIED
Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.'
Not 'where are you', but 'I'm right here.'
Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.'
Not 'I wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.'

To My Friends Who Are............
ENGAGED
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

To My Friends Who Are.............
HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE
How to be in love:
Fall but don't stumble,
be consistent but not too persistent,
share and never be unfair,
understand and try not to demand,
and get hurt but never keep the pain.

To My Friends Who Are.............
POSSESSIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are............
AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

To My Friends Who Are.............
STILL HOLDING ON
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.
If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now.
Let go.....

TO ALL MY FRIENDS.......
My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature,
never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.

( I dunno chinese, so i just copy & paste )

給我單身朋友們,
愛就像一隻蝴蝶。越要追，卻越要逃避。
如果就隨自由的飛，會在你最不注意時飛向你。
愛使人快樂，卻常傷害人。但只有在你把愛給了一個真正值得付出的人時，是最珍貴的。
所以，花點時間去選擇最好的他/她吧

給我那不是單身的朋友們,
愛不能使他/她成為一個'完美的人'
它卻可以使你找到一個幫你成長的他/她

給我玩世不恭的朋友們
如果你不在乎，不要說'我愛你'。如果他們不在時，不要討論自已的感受
說謊時，不要看著眼睛。
不要涉足會使他人心碎的生活。
最殘忍的事莫過於男人讓女人愛他，卻是逢場作戲。反之亦然...

給我已婚的朋友們
不要老是說'這是你的錯'，何不說說'對不起'。
不要老是問'你去哪裡了'，何不說說'我就在這兒等著你'。
不要老是問'你怎麼會這麼作？'，何不說說'我了解你'。
不要老是說'我希望你這麼做'，何不說說'我感謝你的一切'。

給我那已訂婚的朋友們
要真正衡量包容心，不是看在一起幾年了，而是要看彼此的敬愛

給我心碎的朋友們
心碎的時間和傷害的深度，完全取決於你自已。
難的是，如何從中學習，而不是從傷痛中爬起。

給我所有天真的朋友們
要如何戀愛？--就愛吧。不要欲言又止；要互相協調，不要太固執；
要分享，且千萬不要有不公平；要了解，別命令；
受傷後不要再記恨。

給我積極的朋友們
看到你所愛的他/她和其他人很快樂使你心碎
但知道你所愛的他/她是和你在一起不快樂，令人更加的傷心。
當你和他/她分手時，愛受到傷害
當他/她和你分手時，更是傷痛
但傷害最深的是你所愛的他/她完全無法了解你的感受

給我那還在等待的朋友們
人生最傷心的事，是你和他/她愛情長跑了多年，最後的結局卻不如所望。
'如果他/她現在讓你覺得不值得付出，那麼一年，甚至十年後，都不會值得付出的。
讓他/她走吧

給我所有的朋友們
我竭誠祝福你們愛著一個誠實、強壯、成熟、衷心、有衝勁、保護你、積極、值得付出和無私的他/她。

OMG

2009-02-27T05:18:00.002-06:00

I'M BEING STALKED!!!!!!

OMG.

Like.

So.

Damn.

Funny!!! :D

I'm being stalked by my own mum :O

My mum reads my blog!!!!

Hi mum!

I know you miss me too much coz I don't go home these days! I miss you too!

... and now everyone think I'm psychologically taunted by these leechers. :D

Well no, I'm not affected by them. Not like I go home a lot anyway.

I just don't like seeing them. :(

Especially not in my room.

Thanks for posing a ban from entering my room.

... not like anyone cares when you both aren't home anyway ;) But I appreciate the effort even if it's not working much :D

THANKS! I LOVE YOU MUM!

So...

I need a new phone!

I want money to diet!

WAHAHAHAHA

MUM ARE YOU READING THIS? :D

(I'm assuming you are.)

Dulan

2009-02-21T21:17:00.003-06:00

I'm so fucking dulan.

Dulan like fuck.

Dulan till FUCK oso cannot describe my dulan-ness.

I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE INVADING MY ROOM.

ANY OF YOU FUCKERS THAT'S BEEN INVADING MY ROOM/TOILET SEE THIS?

YEAH, I FUCKING HATE YOU ALL.

If you are that mother fucker that's been choosing my toilet and pc and blanket and comic books and any fucking thing in my room, then go to hell la. The only reason I'm not confronting you is coz you're the mother fucking guest in my house and I'm not home most of the time when you're invading my fucking room.

I really wonder hor, these people no house one meh? Every fucking day I see them using my toilets, my blankets, my computers.

YOU ALL NOT SHY USING PEOPLE'S THINGS AR?

YOU ALL FUCKERS ARE WORSE THAN ANIMALS OK?

EVEN CLEO (MY BEAGLE) CHOOSES HER OWN BOWL AND FOOD TO EAT FROM.

YOU ALL NO FUCKING HOME TO GO TO THAT YOU NEED TO USE EVERY FUCKING THING OF MINE?

NO NEED MONEY AR YOU THINK?

Ok la, so my parents and my whole fucking family don't mind these leechers (bloodsuckers), but I mind lor ok? You all wan suck blood then go suck someone else, don't come near my things.

I'm a fucking selfish greedy small gas crazy mad fucking bitch you don't wanna step your foot on.

If you are some innocent passerby who wonders why I'm so pissed and blogging about this instead of screaming at them, I have my fair share of manners and family teachings.

Seriously, they would be invisible to me, if only they would LEAVE MY FUCKING THINGS ALONE.

I don't give a flying fuck that every night, you all "tumpang makan" with my dad. Coz that old man needs company and he's willing to pay.

I don't give a flying fuck that you all fuckers stay at my house, coz that sohai fucking brother of mine needs fucking company or else he'll die of boredom.

I don't give a flying fuck that this particular lanjiao keep borrowing my father's car for his own purposes (eg, go pak tor wiv gf) and I don't think he will pump back the petrol for him.

I don't give a flying fuck if you're my brother or sister and you're using my fucking computer to play games or online and made my computer full of viruses and software problems coz I know you all are fucking retards and no medicine can save you both.

What I'm really pissed is that all these fuckers is starting to get so fucking out of hand that I cannot NOT give a fuck about these anymore.

These fuckers dunno how to arrange back my precious manga collection after they've finished reading them.

These chaobais keep using my toilet, EVEN WHEN ALL THE OTHER TOILETS IS UNOCCUPIED. My house have 4 MOTHER FUCKING TOILETS. WHY CHOOSE MINE LAH U ALL NO FUCKING CHAOCHEEBAI BRAINS IZZIT? STOP USING MY LOREAL SHAMPOO IT'S FUCKING EXPENSIVE OK? And this particular chaolanjiao, I don't even know why, for fuck's sakes, he bath before going for badminton training, IN MY TOILET!!!!!!!!!!!!

I fucking hate coming home.

I fucking hate that my dad's "rearing" all these cheebai leechers every night.

I fucking hate that my life is so fucking screwed up.

I swear to God, one more time I get pissed off like this, I won't storm into my parent's room to complain. Instead, I'll fucking screw those bastards in my room.

FYI #1, leechers is a type of parasite that sucks blood out of animals.

FYI #2, Cleo (my beagle) doesn't eat/drink from other dog's bowl except her own. She's way smarter than those parasites.

FYI #3, anyone who wants free food please feel free to contact my father. He's the head of security in Sri Petaling. Go stick to him and guaranteed free food every night.

FYI #4, yes I am fucking selfish, since then, now, and times that will come. I won't fucking change, not for those jibai fucking parasites. And if you're my mum, and you're reading this, you know what to do.

FYI #5, if you're any of those people mentioned above, feel free to fuck out of my life.

Period.

KTHXBAI.

FUCK

2009-02-18T17:33:00.002-06:00

Good morning everyone. Please have a look at the right side of this post, can you see "I love the word FUCK"?

Guess what? I'm so bored.

So what? I'm gonna list out my fav fuck phrase for my own future reference. :D

We have...

Starting from the noun...

Fuck
Fuck You
Fuck Off
Fuck It

To the adjective...

Fucking Asshole
Fucking Cibai
Fucking Sohai
Fucking Stupid
Fucking Idiot
Fucking Feeder <--- YEA TO MYSELF :DDDD

Not forgetting noun...

Fucked Up
Stupid Fucker
Fucking Fucker

And the common...

What The Fuck?!?!?!?!

HAHAHA

OMG I can't think of so many so randomly haha. Tag me if you know any that I left out =_=

And hor, although I swear so much, online or offline, I make it a point to (try) not curse the victim's family.

It's kinda like a personal pact I made with myself, like I'm better off than those uneducated fuckas cursing in your neighbourhood :D

But of course... there are times where i will say KNNCCB or TMD :(

It's ok la.. Coz I don't know any Hokkien ma, a good enough excuse. :D

p/s I love the word DIU too!!! It works the same way as FUCK :D

Love Story

2009-02-15T22:24:00.006-06:00

OMG Victorian Style Romeo & Juliet!!!!! I LOVE VICTORIAN STYLE!!!!

*plans on a nifty diet plan to fit in some lolita dresses*

Taylor Swift - Love Story

Lyrics:

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

Happy Valentine's

2009-02-13T22:54:00.003-06:00

This is a sucky date!!!!

It's my bro's birthday -_-

Oh well, Happy Valentine's Day to all ~ single or unavailable ~ if you're single and nobody to go to, feel free to send me presents!!!!! =DDDD

Excessive Shopping

2009-02-09T07:43:00.003-06:00

Arloes my lovely FANS,

ANYONE MISSED ME?

If anyone answered no (to themselves) are probably LYING coz you're right here reading my blog! (and i dun really care if it's outta boredom coz you're still here and this place is boring.)

So, what's new?

Well, nothing :(

Besides excessive SHOPPING and les-cessive DoTA, nothing much is interesting bout me.

Oh yeah, I'm 'throwing' half of the clothes in my wardrobe :D Anyone interested in second hand large sized t-shirts? =_= Or anyone fat enough to take away my 2nd hand pants??? :DDD

Probably everyone reading my blog have a too perfect body for my way-too-unperfect sizes of clothes :(

So I guess I'll donate to some fat poor orphans, or whoever fat enough who needs 2nd hand clothes that looks kinda new.

WHY throwing clothes? Coz my wardrobe finally decided to call it QUITS. It can't take in anymore of my worn-few-times clothing and decided to puke. OK. Bad Joke. Sorry :(

Been shopping too too too too much for old clothes to enjoy sleeping in my big brown wooden box. And I don't think this buying-things-to-give-away habit will go away if my mum continues craving to shop like every other day wtfishwtfekwtfoook.

So if you, like, miss me (to feedfest@DoTA/crapping at msn/scold you - yes, I have fans who enjoy me scolding them! :D), leave me a cbox message!!!!!

I. SO. WANT MY CBOX TO BE NOISY!!!! #()@$*!)$@*_!@$*(_!@#*_!@#*

Ok. I'll let you miss me more by dissapearring now.

Many HEARTS to all ~

Your Honourablest,
AME

It Starts With an L

2009-01-31T08:57:00.003-06:00

...and it does not stand for Loser.

I'm starting to feel tired of growing up =_=

Like my dad said, age turning 21 but mentality stays at 16. Sheesh, what a useless daughter I turn out to be.

If only I can turn back the time.. I wanna change nothing.. Just wanna stay there...

Rain on Prada

2009-01-30T14:15:00.002-06:00

Good day my PEONS-SES,

Your Highness is now officially a Prada fan.
Kiss GUESS goodbye and welcome the almighty Prada.

*shakes head*

Someone killmenowplease.

Where's the Devil?

I WANT A PRADA!!!!

Chinese Moo Year

2009-01-27T07:49:00.003-06:00

Happy Chinese Moo Year everybody~

I am so lifeless I cannot believe I am updating blog when everyone is out partee-ing/bai lian-ing/yum cha-ing/pak tor-ing/etc-ing.

I resist to type Chinese 'Niu' Year as there's a whole bunch of mofos out there (including me on my new year post) spamming NIU year all over the blogosphere ~.~

I seriously wonder who will read my blog lor. Nobody ever comment anyway.

I have put up a tag board aka cbox on the right side of my blog panel!!!!

So PLEASETAGME whenever you're here coz i NEED to feel some human presence in order not to feel like typing to wall =(

... Or maybe I really am typing to wall =(((((((

.... and I'm still hungering for my GUESS bag =S

..... and still wants a new phone ~_~

...... and wants to dye de hair BLONDE @#&()!#&*)!#*_)!@#(_!(@#(!&@#)!&@#

*poofs into her little self-indulging world*

GUESS What?!

2009-01-25T03:04:00.003-06:00

I need a bag. I want a bag. I MUST HAVE A BAG.

*coughs*

Lemme rephrase.

I need this bag.

I want this bag.

I must have this bag!!!!! I#U$(*#$&()@$&*)@#*$)(@$*_@#

I saw this in Mid Valley today. And I totally heart it !!!! $()&*_$*@)$(*_!#)@(_!@#(($*@)(#$*

Pictures look ugly.

But the real thing have 2 words plastered on it. SIMPLE yet CLASSY. Just my cuppa tea!

Talking about bags.. I really don't like branded bags that have their brand name/logo/mascot/etc plastered all over their bags, like you know, those repeated 'corak' (pattern) artwork we used to do in standard 3 those days. Those brands the like of Louis Vuitton, Calvin Klein, Gucci or wadfuckever brands tend to like to have those similar pattern. As if the person holding the bag feel extra grand with such ugly-fied bags that is everywhere in Petaling Street =S

But there's one brand of bag that I would die to have. It's PLAYBOYYYY!!!!!!!!!!

Omg Playboy Bunnies is the cutest mascot ever created in the entire history of branded bags!!! I totally HEART bunnies everywhere on the bags. BUNNIESSSSS!!!!

Oh yea, I hate juicy couture. Every girl on the planet must be stabbing me now. Seriously, what's with all the blings these days? All it reminds me of is those aunties that sings on stage during the 50's where they wear as shiny as possible to gain attention to potential 'clients'. Yea. That's it. It feels so.. Cheap? =x

*feels killing aura by Juicy fanatics*

AHHHHHHH!!!!!

*runs*

Good Morning

2009-01-19T14:35:00.004-06:00

Hello All,

Fuck You.

Love,
===> Ame <===

Way Back Into Love

2009-01-14T13:13:00.005-06:00

I've been updating so much recently wtfek :D I'm just so free and emo and DoTA feels boring.. hhmm... Something I'm addicted to recently... *Emo-mode On*

Quoted from a poster in a lyrics site:
I liked this song for the embedded meaning that I found. It reaches out to so many people across ages and in different phases in a relationship.It connects with people fallen out of love by giving them hope. For people drifting apart extends a line to 'hold on' and those in love gives plenty of reasons to consolidate and cherish the feeling WE. I wish my girlfriend had heard it before moving on...

Whoever typed this.. I guess I feel for you.

Videos:
Fish Leong & Victor's

Hugh Grant & Drew Barrymore's

Lyrics:

I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere
I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

Poor Baby

2009-01-14T08:35:00.003-06:00

My poor little baby fell sick yesterday :(

Vomit + fever + airy stomach.. Awwww... my heart hurts so much as if she's a human wtfek!

She vomits every single time she eats!!!! She doesn't even wanna touch her food anymore :(

But I think Vet really overcharged sometimes. For little medicine n checkup cost me some whopping RM80 !!! $(U@#()&!#)*_!_#)*(!_#*_)!@#*

Argh.. It's all our fault. I thought she had her 2nd vaccination done, and my sister didn't tell me anything about it since we solved her skin problem.

For the past 2 months, we had her sleeping in our superbly protected and clean house. She was such a healthy bee during that time!!!

My parents' lar :((((((((((

Suddenly said her size is too big to stay in the house and had to put her outside. Poor baby. Never get any vaccination, having low immune system made her prone to illness :(

All my fault for forgetting to get her jabs T_T Sobx.

I'll be a better mum next time, I promise!

Sohai Phone

2009-01-13T13:16:00.002-06:00

I cannot tahan anymore.

This sohai Nokia phone sucks omg.

Can someone sponsor me a new phone?????

I Never Forget Promises.

2009-01-12T12:07:00.004-06:00

Nothing to blog about. Don't feel like typing much.

Here it is. Some pics.

1st perm. Don't look nice here but I adore it :S

I'M COVERING MY UGLY BLACK EYES IN PICTURES FROM NOW ONWARDS COZ I CANT STAND SEEING IT.

1st day of 2nd perm. So leng from the front right.

1 week later. Why they look so ugly from the back?

Self-styled.

I don't think they do my hair justice, but just see lar kthxtata.

Sin

2009-01-11T05:37:00.003-06:00

Everyone commits sin.

It all started when Adam & Eve gave in to temptation.

I've committed 2 sins which I would never, ever, forgive myself.

Yet again, I sort-of helped others committing this sin, again, my 3rd time.

I Hate Myself.

Will my Father forgive me? I pray that He understand why we do it. I'm sorry I'm selfish.

Happi Niu Moooo Year !!!

2009-01-05T00:31:00.003-06:00

We're here in the moomoo year~ Say hi to 2009 and bye to 2008 and welcome another year full of lousy expectations :D

I have sooo meni meni things to say that I dunno where to start?

I love having curls on my head! Who cares about having the face looking rounder or look 5 years older. MY CURLS IS GORGEOUS NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY. Yes I know, many girls would pay more than 500.effing.hundred to get my super straight and dark locks, YET, I pay 500.effing.hundred to get myself a brown mane! This is what I called the epitome of opposite attractions :D People just wants something they don't have.

Oh and I went back to my salon 2 days later. Was feeling insecure about the day-after effects of my curls. It seem to straighten an awful lot. Well, she said the desire effects is to look semi-curly and semi-straight. Worse is, it'll only last for like, 3 months at most :(

I SURELY wanna keep something with me more for than 3 months if I paid a 500.effing.hundred for it right? So being the very professional and kind stylist, she offered to re-perm my hair! This time doing it the Digital way! It's a lot easier to maintain, and can last up to a year :DDD

I love both curls :(

No pictures yet. Coz yours truly is truly lazy. ^_^'''

I WANT A MALTESE.

I WANT A MALTESE.

I WANT A MALTESE.

I just saw the kiutest Maltese ever in Petsmore yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seriously, no words can describe her kiutness and she melted my heart from tip to toe!!!!!!!!

A tiny little furball that can be held by just a single palm. Soft, smooth and snowy fur.

OMG SO PRETTY!!!

If I ever get this, I will have 3 dogs lor. Which is pretty cute. Non of it is of the similar breed. Waahahaha. Golden retriever, beagle and maltese! How chapalang can you get? Large, medium and small breed all mine!!!! :DDDDDDDD

I'm sorry, having post-dreamland status.

Anyone got themselves a puppy recently? Tell me hor, I wanna visit! :D Spread the lurvvvv of pupiiiessssssssss~!!!!!!

I DID IT !!!

2008-12-26T12:00:00.004-06:00

YES I DID IT!!

I DID THE ONE THING I WANTED TO DO SINCE FORM 4 WTFEK!!!!

I finally permed my hair! Yay! Sad to say, it's not a digital perm, instead she gave me a cold perm. So it probably won't last long :(

But the wave is *almost* exactly what I wanted, since I let the hairstylist decide my highlights color and style of perming, BOLEH TAHAN LAAA.

And please don't tell me that it is ugly ok?

Coz it cost me FIVE. HUNDRED. effing. ringgit!!!! (Kinda high for a cold perm)

Keep it to yourself even if it's really ugly lor. No pictures yet though. Will get to it when I'm not lazy :D

Lots of LURRRVVVVV~
Your one and only~
------> Ame <------

Merry Christmas

2008-12-24T12:54:00.002-06:00

Happy Christmas and Merry New Year =)

Been long since I had a lonely and quiet Christmas.
Hope everyone else had company for this special day.

Dot dot Dot

2008-12-22T16:01:00.001-06:00

I wanna perm hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saisaki VS Jogoya

2008-12-10T18:57:00.002-06:00

Where's the first place that comes to your mind when Japanese buffet is mentioned? Saisaki? Shogun? Jogoya? These are all familiar names for all Jp food lovers.

I'm not only a food lover, I'm a shameless self-proclaimed food critic in my own rights. I always frequent blogs, but most of the blogs that review food that's seemingly 'so delicious', yet, when I've had first-hand experience on, don't seem quite as promising as what they should be.

So they cook it nicer for reviewers izzit? Or the reviewers have such lowly taste buds that they cant differentiate what's fresh and what's not by badly covered 'approved' chemical such as soda powder? Or maybe it's because the reviewers GET PAID for their blog posts, so not nice also must die die say nice right? Who will claim (openly) that their sponsors suck anyway? A little bit of camwhoring showing their 'happy' face will make people wanna go ledi la, rite?

I've been told repeatedly, Saisaki is the best lah, their variety of food and their price is just so blah*insertgoodcomments*blah. Then what, Shogun's food is so blah*insertgoodcomments*blah. Then Jogoya is blah*insertgoodcomments*blah.

This is what I think about the 2 famous Jp buffet chains (Shogun is under the same mother company as Saisaki), OVERRATED.

THIS IS PURELY PERSONAL OPINION.

Price
Saisaki is cheaper and more affordable. It's around (tax included) RM60 for dinner while Jogoya is a whopping RM100!

Variety
Jogoya win hands down. The place is already like 3 times bigger than Saisaki wtfish. But I have to add that, Jogoya's variety of sashimi suck so much that even Sushi King can do better than that.

Please lor, where got Japanese food don't have ebiko (prawn eggs) one? The ones I found are poor portion given like ebiko very expensive wtfish. No tako (octopus), no tamago (jp-style ommelette, not sashimi, but still Jp-ish k?), no Ikura (salmon eggs), no hotate (fresh scallop, and this is their biggest sin and I hate them), no-a-lot-of-sashimi-I-love. - and Saisaki have all those mentioned, plus a lot I forgotten their names. :(

Don't talk to me about Chinese food in those restaurants ok? Cause I'm there for JAPANESE food and NOT CHINESE food, and if I wan Chi food I know where to get them and definitely not in there! So no matter how nice those chinese food, and what sort of crazy variety they have in there, I never bother to try them, not now, not ever kthxnext.

Food
Jogoya's food is so so so so fresh! Their unlimited amount of IMBA FRESH oyster, salmon belly, maguro (tuna), Saba (mackerel) is probably what worth more than half of the money 'invested' there. Saisaki have them too, just not as fresh, and they used mainly normal salmon but all I see in jogoya is salmon BELLY. SALMON BELLY, most expensive part in the whole effing fish :D

To note, Saisaki don't have fresh oysters, and it's such a let down :( But they do provide cheese-baked oyster, only ONE piece of oyster for ONE PERSON. Nvm la, I don't mind giving it to the next table really. Those fucked up oyster taste so damn fishy (hanyir?! @_@) as if the oysters were left dead for a week before served to us wtfish.

Actually there's a lot more to say but I'm too lazy to cont this post wadeheck. Ciaoz

I'm getting Married !!!

2008-12-08T15:57:00.006-06:00

... in my dreams :D

It has been my life-long dream to walk the isle wearing the most gorgeous wedding gown, surrounded by people most precious to me, by the lakeside, with the love of my life. A graceful yet humble Christian marriage blessed by God. A romantic exchange of rings, as a token of togetherness and the bond that pulls two souls together as one, after proclaiming our oath in His Church.

As a traditional Chinese girl deep down, a grand ballroom wedding dinner is also something I hold high priority of. The cutting of the wedding cake, champagne opening, the 'yum seng' toasting, all these are what bonds people together. For me, a wedding is not of just two people, it's about two families getting along with each other, accepting whatsoever differences they might have, and their main goal would be blessing the happiness of the newly wed.

Aaahh.. How nice if I could appear as the most beautiful woman on just one very memorable and unforgotten night. The multiple wedding gowns and cheong sam(s) that I would wear. The priceless smiles and laughters that people share with me.

Someone relatively close to me got to live such a dream on the very fateful day of 8th Dec 2008. She was the happiest and most beautiful woman that day. I might not be very close to her, but from afar, I can tell that she's living just about every girl's wedding dreams. The sparkle on her face is so remarkable that one could not help but feel happy for her, and wish her nothing but happiness in the future.

I was at the wedding dinner, and I really envy her.

She seems to be everything I tried but failed to be. She's smart, beautiful (pretty is an understatement), wonderful career, found the love of her life ("approved" by my nanny, although this is not important to others, it means a lot to me ok? She's the one that made me who I am although some of her ways are pretty arguable and conservative.), and got married in a modern-fairytale wedding.

On a less serious note, I was there as an extra :( Got a last-minute notice at around 3.30pm that there's a wedding at 7pm and I'm suppose to be at nanny's place around 6.30 WTFish! Worse is, I was at Klang with my family *LOST* trying to find the seafood restaurant that we're going to. Imagine reaching home at 5.40, leaving myself a God-given 50 minutes to GET A DRESS, HAIRSTYLE, MAKEUP, ACCESSORIES and actually reaching there on time.

Those who know me personally, you know lah, I'm so ulu-ish that I've never had any makeup on ever in my life before ok? A decent dress oso don't have lor! So there I was, basically flying to my dearest 'aunty-style' salon to get my hair done. She did it in less den 5min lor, really wtfish, that's 10min drive (through n fro) + 5min of getting my hair tied.

The fastest record I've ever done in rummaging my mum's wardrobe would be today, that is, the first dress I took out! I've never seen or tried that dress before, but once in, I can say it's better than anything in my cupboard lol The longest must be making up. OMG SPAM FOUNDATION ON THE EYE BAGS. *spam spam spam* Why still so black 1? :( Then, I think, must be at least 5 or 6 years since I've put on lipstick. HOW TO APPLY? WTFish? All out of lines 1? To cover up my mistakes, I used the power of foundation again! Mwuahahahaha!! Now I know why every female swears on it. But already 6.30pm by the time i finished touching up. No chance for ugly eye brows :(

Honestly, I think I did pretty good ok? Having 0% knowledge in beautifying using cosmetics, I think I used these 'tools' properly?!?!?!?! @_@ Any chance vain girls come across this blog, please teach me how to draw the eyebrow lining. Seems quite hard hor? Or maybe I'm just lazy? =x

Was quite awed by the whole grand thing that I didn't bother to snap any photos :D But here's one of myself, to show myself, that I'm pretty much growing to be a 'proper' female. LOL

Damn ugly eye brow *curse curse curse* Someone help me photoshop it can? I really like the lighting of this pic even though i look damn fat (which I actually am anyway) :D

Talk about eye bags, here's some camwhoricbuangmukataktaumalu photo for ya. I didn't wanna post pics due to excessive darkness of eye bags, chubby face, accumulation of bumps everywhere on my body and NO EFFING IDEA how to photoshop like XiaXue or Cheesie. I oso wanna learn how to photoshop prettier eye brows, magically POOF the darkness surrounding the eyes and maybe make myself look slimmer... So next time I can take the photo to a plastic surgeon and tell them I want it done "THIS" way :D Good neh? But before tat you gonna see damn ugly photo of myself. :(

Oh and also to those that didn't know I dyed my hair. Take a look and let me know what you think. It's dark brown now, a lot frizzier compare to my dark dark dark black hair last time.

Black hole surrounding eyes wtfish =_=

So act kawaii but fail lor. Buka mata besar besar in de end most obvious is de eye bags itself :( The lighting on the top of the hair is a bit kua cheong too, my hair's not that blond ~_~

Ongoing Life

2008-12-03T16:18:00.020-06:00

Eat, Sleep, TV, DOTA, Eat, Sleep, TV, DOTA, Eat, Sleep... Uhhh yea. That's about what all I do these days.

Since my other half stopped working, I stopped gym-ing. And that's BAD BAD BAD! Putting on more and more weight (due to reasons pictures will tell below).

Gaining heavier eye bags by the day. Sleeping at 8am and waking at 6pm is HIGHLY contributing to the formation of my beautified naturally dark-gray eye shadows. Urgent need of lipo surgerieSSs and heavy make upsSSSs to cover up.

But I went to many places for nice food lor. That's something I half-regret and half-not-regret. Coz if you know me, or ever hanged out with me, you'll know that I LOVE LOVE LOVE TO EAT OK? Gluttony me trying to diet. Some people say it's a waste of time. Fuck You. But to hell with my self-controlling skill as well.

Anyone heard of the new area called Ara Damansara? It's quite heavily commercialized even before its opening. I don't know about you, but we took like 1 whole freaking hour to search for that place. There are variaty of shops selling the CUTEST, OUTDATEST, QUEEREST, RANDOMEST, and CHEAPEST stuff. I mean seriously, It's some sort of warehouse-ish, bazaar-ish or market-ish? I dunno =( Besides that, there's also some sort of events going on from now till Feb next year organized by Disney & co.

Honestly hor, I don't think it's much of a big deal anyway. The overly played advertisement in tvb drama, the overly hung banners all over PJ and the overly talked about ARA DAMANSARA. Hello? Either they're not fully opened, or the shops there aren't really enough to entertain me. (Maybe I'm too pampered by going to Sunway Pyramid EVERY FUGGING day during my gym days :D )

BUT!....

BUT!....

BUT HOR!

There's this really kiut restaurant that really caught my eyes. It's called FullHouse (If I remember correctly). See, they have my CLASSIC mini cooper RIGHT IN FRONT of their restaurant! So yea, you might be thinking no big deal right, many diff shops have used this concept everywhere. The color theme's PURE WHITE, and I'm a total sucker for it. There's also kiut kiut random household deco that's on displayed on their beautifully WHITE cabinet. It's a restaurant that SELLS household deco, plushies and even clothes, ALL themed in white (with a little mixture of other color).

I would love to take more pics lor. But the lousy phone battery died after a few snaps. :( So here we go :D

Classic Mini Cooper! How can anyone resist going in? >.<

It's really white lor, stupid lighting =x

FOOD!

Mum's all-time fav, prawn salad.

Club sandwich! Love the sidedish more though >.<

Breaded chicken chop. OMG LOVE THIS!

Some imba-name creamy clam soup. Can someone remind me of it's name again? I love this too :(

Weird drink, weird name that I couldn't remember. Sweet, Sour-y with a slight touch of peppermint.

All about food OMFG!

Then right, few days back I went to Jogoya for Japanese buffet! KL's most expensive Jp buffet lor. I've been imagining and dreaming for the longest time to try it out! But seriously, It's not much of a big deal lor. Quite a dissapointment >.<>

Truth, Lies & Deceit

2008-11-27T17:40:00.001-06:00

Just some insights on my thoughts...

What's a relationship without trust?

How is it possible for a couple to walk hand-in-hand together, at the same time, suspecting each other?

Why would a couple stay in such relationships when the future looks so gloomy and things are heading towards the worse direction?

Is there anything that can infuse back the trust that was lost due to mistakes they made?

IS THERE ANYTHING AT ALL TO MAKE PEOPLE LOSE PART OF THE MEMORIES THEY WANT TO LOSE?

Tweaklings.

2008-11-18T05:47:00.005-06:00

Now I know why most of the blogs are hosted under blogspot. BLOGSPOT IS WAY MORE FUN than my previous bloghost, Live Journal! I've been clicking for just about the longest time tweaking, editing, arranging, adding.. blah blah blah. I assume nobody can notice the difference, but I'm trying ok!?

People have been asking for picturesssss!!! Where are the pictures?!?!?!?!

I have 0 pictures of my current self and I don't have a proper 'device' to take pics from. =( Oh yeah, anyone knows of a good and FREE image hosting website that provides storage as well? I know of Imageshack and a few others.. Just wondering if there are any better and FREE ones? I'll start posting pictures once I found the 'medium' and 'device' for it. :D

On the other hand, I'm still playing around with the settings and all... I don't wanna be stuck in this default template forever :( Craving for some guidance from the knowledgable ones, O thy peasant is in need of thy help.

Btw, the title's wronged spellings is done deliberately coz I think it sounds cuter that way. =)

Greetings from Ame

2008-11-17T13:18:00.002-06:00

I'M BORED!!

So I'm gonna start 'blogging' once again =) I had a blog many many years back when blogging wasn't a 'job', but stopped posting due to laziness and an avid addiction to my first online game. My old blog still exists and it feels kinda weird continuing it after a 360 degrees change of personality since 2001.

My online pseudonym is Ame. It's JAPANESE NOT ENGLISH, thus it is pronounced as 'AA-maae' and not 'Amy' as most people with lack or no knowledge in Japanese would pronounce. I'm fed-up of teaching people the correct pronounciation, so most of the time, I'll just be ignorant about it. Oh, and Ame means Rain in Japs.

My given name is Amanda Chwee. I would prefer people calling me Mandy.

Hereby, I would like to give a few explanation.

1) Mandy is NOT a 2nd name, and is NOT ANOTHER NAME. It is a SHORT FORM for my given name, Amanda. Another example would be Thomas as Tommy, Nicholas as Nick, Elizabeth as Liz, and well, you get the drift. REASON I prefer being called Mandy is, well, everyone in my family calls me Mandy. Simply because it's sweeter and shorter, and I like the sound of it more than the dull Amanda. So stop asking me why do I have 2 Christian names ya? Cause I don't! It's the SAME.

2) Chwee is my surname, and I hold high honour to it. Many ignorant asshole would just skim over the 'w' in my surname and read it as 'CHEE'. Or EVEN WORSE. They have some duplicated eyes that can reverse the alphabets by reading it as 'CHEW'. Please just read it the way it is spelt - Chhh-weeeee. YES! The 'CH~' and the 'WEE~'. WHAT'S SO EFFING HARD ABOUT PRONOUNCING IT. My so-called 'teachers' continue to misprounounce my name even when i repeatedly TAUGHT them how to pronounce it... I'm sorry I have such a weird surname, but this also implies that I'm SPECIAL and am proud of it, and it insults me when someone mispronounces it after being corrected by the God-knows-how-many times. Argh.. getting long-winded. I'll stop here before exploding in another pms-fits that'll ruin the whole 'introduction' post.

I'm running out of things to say. I'll prolly ramble more in my next post.

Welcome to anyone who even bother to click on my URL ^^ I'm just nobody. SO feel free to click the 'x' button on the top-right of your internet browser anytime you like =)

Sapphire Shrine

28 Days

Happy 2012?

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Belated Birthday

100th Post

Sometimes...

Confucious did NOT say.....

Doing Nothing

Valentine's Day

Happy Chinese New Year

2011

Merry Christmas

Mooncake Festival

22

Fathers' Day

Karma

Re-opening blog

You're Not Sorry

2010

Goodbye

My Husband is....

My Life?!

Job Hunting

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21

999

Sorry

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The End

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Yaki Yaki part 2

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Restaurant City (FaceBook aps)

Crystal Maiden

Holiday

WTF I Won the Msian Dreamgirl weekly WITHOUT KNOWING and WHERE'S MY PRIZES?????????

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Blog-Plugging: Thank You DiEsE =)

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CM SAYS I AM UGLY WTF

5 Fuckers That Ugli-fy the MDGs

F.U.C.K

:D

Malaysian Dreamgirl

L.O.V.E

OMG

Dulan

FUCK

Love Story

Happy Valentine's

Excessive Shopping

It Starts With an L

Rain on Prada

Chinese Moo Year

GUESS What?!

Good Morning

Way Back Into Love

Poor Baby

SOB Is An Irritating Word